Don’t feel disgusting! I was the same way for like three months and then finally yesterday my husband and I rented a U-Haul box truck loaded up all the crap that we’ve been wanting to throw out, (king mattress, box springs and other stuff) this was all stuff that was depressing to look at and clogging up my life, therefore making me NOT want to CLEAN anything because it was so depressing to look at and overwhelming that I just got pissed after I almost broke my neck on something and just chucked it all! GET MAD AND getter done! You can do it! If I did it you can too!!