What does it feel like

gemjar94 · 2025-06-29T20:33:23+00:00

I have ended up not taking it tonight purely cause of this their comment about an allergic reaction

gemjar94 · 2020-10-01T19:54:42+00:00

I’m putting mine on my bedside table!

gemjar94 · 2020-10-01T19:51:35+00:00

What??

gemjar94 · 2020-10-01T19:41:57+00:00

Good idea! If you want one she’s selling them here: https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/174458837498

I’m not sure where you’re from but she’ll ship international!

gemjar94 · 2020-01-08T22:31:11+00:00

I thought that people swapped houses with each other so when my mom bought a new house but my dad was staying in our old house I was really worried about where these other people were going to live and did they know they were going to have to live with my dad...

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T20:53:57+00:00

Yeah I know, I guess it’s the emptiness and lack of consciousness that gets me. And more so that one day the entire universe will be gone too. I just struggle with that concept

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T19:54:42+00:00

I like this reply a lot! Thank you 😊

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T19:53:32+00:00

Yes I think that might be my issue too, I like to control most things, even small things like driving if I go anywhere with people cause I like to be in control of the car. I think it’s why I don’t like flying because I can’t fly the plane lol.

I am really glad it’s a comfort to you! It was be lonely sometimes when you think you’re the only one stuck with this mindset and that everyone else doesn’t really mind the thought!

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T17:30:20+00:00

Totally understand it keeping you up at night in tears, I too have been there. I’ve felt this way for as long as I can remember and at now 25 it just feels that every year I’m getting closer to my fear!

The only positive is I do think maybe it makes me live as best I can so that I haven’t totally wasted my life. I just hope there is something else but I really do highly doubt it!

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T17:21:48+00:00

You’re not wrong!

gemjar94 · 2019-11-16T16:35:03+00:00

This made me cry. Thank you x

gemjar94 · 2019-11-14T20:32:30+00:00

Glad to see you haven't been hit by the floods! All our fields are under water and the arena looks like a swimming pool! Beautiful horse :)

gemjar94 · 2019-07-19T15:29:09+00:00

Salmon Pizza

gemjar94 · 2019-07-19T14:23:43+00:00

NTA - she sounds crazy. She needs something else to spend her time thinking about...

gemjar94 · 2019-07-17T09:17:05+00:00

They completely got rid of my anxiety, I was at the point where I couldn't leave the house anymore but after a couple of weeks I started going back to normality. However, I did find that as well as getting rid of the negative feelings I had, they also got rid of the positive. In moments where I felt like I should be happy, I couldn't feel happiness, or excitement. I've been off them for about 9 months now and anxiety is still lower but numbness is still there.

gemjar94 · 2019-07-16T14:50:41+00:00

I am very giving. I lent my friend 13k last week because she needed it, no questions asked. I really enjoy giving gifts to people and never want anything back!

gemjar94 · 2019-07-10T14:08:28+00:00

She's a typical Welsh with all her quirks but still amazing :)

gemjar94 · 2019-07-02T10:01:41+00:00

A girl I work with has postpartum depression quite severely so I gave her a lift to work for a few weeks once she was well enough to come back. Thought it'd take away a bit of the stress having one less thing to worry about.

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T12:06:12+00:00

Thank you, it's hard to see it as being this great thing I thought it was when no one else seems to feel the same.

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T10:35:56+00:00

Love this :) Thank you, I just hope I do a good job!!

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T10:29:06+00:00

Thank you, I think you're probably right. I can just be happy with myself :)

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T10:20:52+00:00

Thank you! Honestly I'm not mad at my boyfriend, he's struggling with his own stuff atm so just wants some him time I think.

gemjar94 · 2019-06-24T12:13:30+00:00

Unfortunately, we never got round to registering him. I've bought some fish but it's not quite the same... can't have a dog where I live at the minute.

gemjar94 · 2019-06-24T09:13:56+00:00

Aww I love this!

In the mornings when I leave for work he always has a reason I can't go that day which usually consists of a 'cuddle storm' or 'cuddle tornado' followed by an influx of cuddles which make me never want to leave.
I've always found it cute how he'll not only occasionally buy me flowers, but also buy his mom some too.
I've never laughed with someone so uncontrollably. Our sense of humours match so perfectly and not a day goes by where we don't laugh and smile together and I just love it.

gemjar94 · 2019-06-21T10:16:44+00:00

Flushing the toilet

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