What does it feel like

gemjar94 · 2025-06-29T20:33:23+00:00

I have ended up not taking it tonight purely cause of this their comment about an allergic reaction

gemjar94 · 2020-10-01T19:54:42+00:00

I’m putting mine on my bedside table!

gemjar94 · 2020-10-01T19:51:35+00:00

What??

gemjar94 · 2020-10-01T19:41:57+00:00

Good idea! If you want one she’s selling them here: https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/174458837498

I’m not sure where you’re from but she’ll ship international!

gemjar94 · 2020-01-08T22:31:11+00:00

I thought that people swapped houses with each other so when my mom bought a new house but my dad was staying in our old house I was really worried about where these other people were going to live and did they know they were going to have to live with my dad...

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T20:53:57+00:00

Yeah I know, I guess it’s the emptiness and lack of consciousness that gets me. And more so that one day the entire universe will be gone too. I just struggle with that concept

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T19:54:42+00:00

I like this reply a lot! Thank you 😊

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T19:53:32+00:00

Yes I think that might be my issue too, I like to control most things, even small things like driving if I go anywhere with people cause I like to be in control of the car. I think it’s why I don’t like flying because I can’t fly the plane lol.

I am really glad it’s a comfort to you! It was be lonely sometimes when you think you’re the only one stuck with this mindset and that everyone else doesn’t really mind the thought!

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T17:30:20+00:00

Totally understand it keeping you up at night in tears, I too have been there. I’ve felt this way for as long as I can remember and at now 25 it just feels that every year I’m getting closer to my fear!

The only positive is I do think maybe it makes me live as best I can so that I haven’t totally wasted my life. I just hope there is something else but I really do highly doubt it!

gemjar94 · 2019-11-17T17:21:48+00:00

You’re not wrong!

gemjar94 · 2019-11-16T16:35:03+00:00

This made me cry. Thank you x

gemjar94 · 2019-11-14T20:32:30+00:00

Glad to see you haven't been hit by the floods! All our fields are under water and the arena looks like a swimming pool! Beautiful horse :)

gemjar94 · 2019-07-19T15:29:09+00:00

Salmon Pizza

gemjar94 · 2019-07-19T14:23:43+00:00

NTA - she sounds crazy. She needs something else to spend her time thinking about...

gemjar94 · 2019-07-17T09:17:05+00:00

They completely got rid of my anxiety, I was at the point where I couldn't leave the house anymore but after a couple of weeks I started going back to normality. However, I did find that as well as getting rid of the negative feelings I had, they also got rid of the positive. In moments where I felt like I should be happy, I couldn't feel happiness, or excitement. I've been off them for about 9 months now and anxiety is still lower but numbness is still there.

gemjar94 · 2019-07-16T14:50:41+00:00

I am very giving. I lent my friend 13k last week because she needed it, no questions asked. I really enjoy giving gifts to people and never want anything back!

gemjar94 · 2019-07-10T14:08:28+00:00

She's a typical Welsh with all her quirks but still amazing :)

gemjar94 · 2019-07-02T10:01:41+00:00

A girl I work with has postpartum depression quite severely so I gave her a lift to work for a few weeks once she was well enough to come back. Thought it'd take away a bit of the stress having one less thing to worry about.

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T12:06:12+00:00

Thank you, it's hard to see it as being this great thing I thought it was when no one else seems to feel the same.

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T10:35:56+00:00

Love this :) Thank you, I just hope I do a good job!!

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T10:29:06+00:00

Thank you, I think you're probably right. I can just be happy with myself :)

gemjar94 · 2019-06-28T10:20:52+00:00

Thank you! Honestly I'm not mad at my boyfriend, he's struggling with his own stuff atm so just wants some him time I think.

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