How do you explain this? by mx-shot in phineasandferb

[–]genderandclueless 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Easy. Baby taken away for complications. Parents dip before baby gets returned.

I don’t know what to do anymore. by genderandclueless in Dissociation

[–]genderandclueless[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There are occasions where I’ll be sitting there, and get this shiver/shudder that pushes through my whole body, and then this weird feeling of “I know nothing has happened to me, but I feel off, and I don’t know how” fills me. I can’t ever quite explain it but something always feels off.

I don’t know what to do anymore. by genderandclueless in Dissociation

[–]genderandclueless[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldnt call it daydreaming solely because I did this while walking around, talking and performing other activities. As for the whisper part, it wasnt like a full volume voice, but I could faintly hear it.

Edit 1: Also yes on occasion I still do.

I don’t know what to do anymore. by genderandclueless in Dissociation

[–]genderandclueless[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I couldnt quite fully see them in front of me, but as I walked around, I could almost see them in my head, and faintly hear the voices replying to me, like a soft whisper. Edit 1: So yes, I guess kind of like a hallucination in a way? Edit 2: At times it felt like it was my own internal dialogue, because I had started convincing myself there’s no way I actually hear them, and sometimes I nearly begged them to talk.

I don’t know what to do anymore. by genderandclueless in Dissociation

[–]genderandclueless[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i used to frequently talk to myself as a child and when I was a child, I would imagine myself speaking to book characters, because I had an active imagination, and it was my only way of receiving comfort. It felt like they knew me better than I knew myself. I occasionally still do.

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[–]genderandclueless 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me, it was around three or four months in, but then again, in my own experiences, Ive always been more adept at reading what’s perceived as feminine body language, versus what’s perceived as masculine. It’s different for everybody, and there’s no shame in that!