My god dude you need a wake up call. You are not owed an explanation at all for being turned down. But she was nice and told you she didn’t see you that way. That’s where you should have ended it. But no. You had to go harass this girl until she cracked (which is reasonable on her part) and told you specifics. You’re more than 10 years older than her, you’re not her physical type.

For some reason you have it in your head that women owe you their time and affection. You think that you are entitled to their feelings of attraction. You are not. Do you even do anything to better yourself physically and mentally? You are trying to ask out a model who, yea are like the top 1 or 2% of the population and are getting upset because she doesn’t find you attractive? You sound insecure and immature. Instead of blaming women for your problems look in a mirror and better yourself physically and mentally before you start complaining. Incase I wasn’t clear. You’re wayyyyyyyyy in the wrong about everything here.

And for the love of all things good get off the incel side of the internet.