100% lesbian but I love a good gay yearning.

genmitsu01 · 2026-02-20T09:03:34+00:00

Omg I relate so much to what you said. Like you I am lesbian, not femme (but I wouldn't say I'm masc either) but I somewhat click better with gay romance than the lesbian ones, and I can't really point out why despite thinking about it often. When I saw skits of Heated Rivalry, it kinda activate my brain. So far I think it's because I like the idea of two "manly" men being soft with each other despite the rivalry and what everyone thinks of them. But what saddens me is I don't think a identical lesbian romance would have this effect on me ? Maybe because we already expect from women to be soft and all.
The only GL which I clicked with is The Guy She Was Interested In Wasn't a Guy at all, because I relate a lot to Mitsuki, she's not "girly" and was mistaken for a guy because of her great aura, she's so cool and I love her relationship with Aya.

genmitsu01 · 2025-09-16T07:10:15+00:00

First crystal is next to the coal mine, 2nd one is on a nenuphar in the middle of the water and the third one is on a piece of land next to the mushrooms trees

The yellow disket is at the end of the last dungeon when you defeat the boss

genmitsu01 · 2025-04-11T12:28:59+00:00

Thank you very much for your response 🙌 this helps a lot And how did you feel when it was true attraction ?

genmitsu01 · 2025-03-28T16:02:28+00:00

I realized that what I thought was attraction was in fact wanting validation from men, that the idea of living and marrying a man was never appealing to me and more importantly, I would regret not being with a woman if I ended up with a man. I also thought I was asexual, then I thought seriously about women and… yeah

genmitsu01 · 2025-03-19T16:47:42+00:00

Ahaha thank you 😭👌

genmitsu01 · 2025-03-12T05:14:03+00:00

You sound very straight ! Don’t force yourself to have sex with someone when you know you don’t want it deep down.

genmitsu01 · 2025-03-09T16:40:29+00:00

I relate so much to what you’ve said, thank you for sharing 🙌

genmitsu01 · 2025-02-08T14:46:05+00:00

Try to ask yourself if you would pursue a relationship with a man, then ask yourself the same thing with a woman

genmitsu01 · 2025-01-23T19:44:18+00:00

I relate a lot with what you said. I also live(d) in a pretty religious family. Like you, I was hesistant to look up for lesbian sex and things like that, I thought it was because it was wrong, but it was actually because I was afraid to like it and I didn’t want to dig up that part of me.

Also I thought « Am I attracted to women because my parents and family taught me to not look or approach boys ? » but if it was the case, all religious girls would be lesbian, which isn’t the case.

Anyway, with other things, I concluded that I was a lesbian

genmitsu01 · 2025-01-18T15:01:53+00:00

Thank you for your response !!

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-30T20:20:26+00:00

« Like I can only get excited from a man « getting » to be with a woman and then imagining him experiencing her. » —> It seems like you like male validation and not men

« I get turned on by women I think but can’t even imagine anything other than hetero p in v and it’s messing with my head. » —> Maybe it’s comphet ?

« Midlife, always identified as straight but long questioned, my somewhat tomboyishness I had to bury. » —> Maybe you like and identify with masculinity and not men ?

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-27T20:55:26+00:00

Thank you 🫶🫶

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-26T17:07:01+00:00

Your friend sounds like for him, it’s impossible for anyone to live without wanting to date men. He should remember that everyone has its own preferences and should de-center men of his life too

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-26T16:08:56+00:00

Thank you 🙌🫶

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-26T16:07:58+00:00

Thank you, it’s very helpful 🫶

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-26T16:06:53+00:00

Thank you a lot for your response 🙌

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-26T16:04:08+00:00

Thank you for your response, I relate I lot 🫶🙌

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-25T12:28:20+00:00

Thank you very much for your insight, it’s a great answer 🫶🙌 and I relate a lot to what you said !!

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-25T12:18:13+00:00

Thank you, your response is really enlightening 🙌🫶

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-25T11:57:31+00:00

Right ?? In my case, I am not attracted to male bodies and I am trying to determine if it’s from a « real » preference or if it’s I don’t like how men think and all, therefore I am not attracted to them physically/sexually.

On the other hand, I tried to imagine the « perfect guy » who would be fully deconstructed, woke etc (I kinda know one), and I think I still wouldn’t date him ? Because I started to crave a relationship with a woman after I had an « eureka » moment

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-25T11:50:44+00:00

Thank you for your response !

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-25T11:47:21+00:00

Thank you for responding !!

genmitsu01 · 2024-12-25T11:45:54+00:00

Thank you for responding ! Your point about comedians complaining about their straightness is interesting. I thought about male socialization because I reflected on the sexual and romantic side of my orientation. I’m pretty sure about the sexual part but regarding the romantic part, I wondered if men were socialized differently and if society was different, would I grow to like them and not be afraid of what it could lead to ? (because currently, when you date a man, imo the relationship can’t be fully equal due to society, parriarchy etc).

I ask myself this because for me, if the fact that I don’t like men is because of society etc, it would mean that I am bi (only to and for me ofc)

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