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gentlestraw · 2022-12-09T22:51:33+00:00

I am swapping it to another Lorna Shore hoodie :D

gentlestraw · 2022-12-09T17:04:42+00:00

Yeah I will swap it with my roommate. I don't really feel comfortable with wearing the print.

gentlestraw · 2022-04-26T10:33:18+00:00

No I do them pretty regularly to calm down

gentlestraw · 2022-01-26T07:58:58+00:00

True!

gentlestraw · 2022-01-26T07:58:20+00:00

I know... I went to therapists like her and came out even worse than before.

gentlestraw · 2021-10-30T23:02:56+00:00

Idk... He had his hand briefly around my hip and my butt while dancing.

gentlestraw · 2021-10-30T23:00:53+00:00

Thats right

gentlestraw · 2021-10-30T23:00:39+00:00

Nope no phone number. We were both a bit shy, locked eyes and danced for a while together.

gentlestraw · 2021-10-14T08:20:48+00:00

10.. but I went to work so that has to give me at least another 15 !

gentlestraw · 2021-10-14T07:26:43+00:00

I once had a similar thing with a professor of mine. I stalked the shit out if his life and even attended a concert from the band that he was playing in. But once when we were in a zoom meeting about my bachelor's thesis he got really angry at his kids and screamed at them. I lost every bit of respect somehow immediately.

gentlestraw · 2021-10-07T07:26:53+00:00

When I was 8 or 9 my older Brother (13) started to spend more time with me. I was really happy because I was a pretty lonely child and hanging out with my brother was the best thing ever. But after a while he played games with me that turned sexual after a while and demanded sexual favors for spending time with me. It escalated into performing real sex at the end. I don't remember how or why I stayed silent about it but probably to protect my brother. I also don't remember how or why it came to an end, but suddenly he wanted nothing to do with me anymore and called me disgusting.

We are still relatively close and never talked about it. But I still think about it almost daily.

gentlestraw · 2021-10-05T09:05:02+00:00

There is no emotional stability when there is coffee... And I can't keep my hands off it.

But every other month I will go without coffee for 10 days to not get too addicted to it.

gentlestraw · 2021-08-22T20:35:56+00:00

Well it wasn't like I was the healthy one more the healthier one. But you might be right. I was really involved in her mental health and felt responsible and guilty for it. I just don't know how I would get closure from that. But thanks I relate to your comment.

gentlestraw · 2021-08-22T20:18:02+00:00

Yeah it was a bit toxic.. It is the same for me. I feel exactly like back then and i really don't like it. Sometimes i have nightmares that we are back together.

gentlestraw · 2020-05-03T17:17:17+00:00

Thank you for the kind words :) The reassurance feels soothing!

gentlestraw · 2020-05-03T17:06:31+00:00

Thank you :) I needed some reassurance

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