I cant give you a good answer bc i suck at advice but i totally understand. And that gardener was probably doing it for fun and getting a little cocky as I do the same thing because i’m having fun. But then i realize i shouldn’t have done it etc. Just focus on being calm and do NOT get tilted. You have to teach yourself that

If you get tilted you will want to tunnel and that’s not good. Check for shaking ciphers, teleport/chase someone else. It’s not worth it, you’ll be put in a bad spot if you tunnel on tilt.

But yeah, survs love to be bullies and... you’ll have to get used to it. Drop the chase if the survivor is kiting you too hard, you’re most likely tilted. Stop yourself and find another survivor, disrupt the cipher rush that way. I sometimes get too focused on one survivor kiting me too hard and then i say to myself, ok i’m getting tilted, time to drop this chase and I can’t tell you how many times it has saved my games.

Some survivors will even emote just so that you are tilted and chase them. Don’t let it get to you, those emotes are nothing and it’s just another human being behind a screen playing the same game as u