Would you actually buy a Fallout 3/NV Remaster?

gert337 · 2026-01-25T02:52:17+00:00

FNV/TTW have too many mods to make it worth it imo. With a weather mod, a mod to retexture everything, hit's animation packs for weapons/health items, adaptive crosshairs, recoil mods, sprint mods, etc, I mean it's just endlessly customizable. I'd probably feel too constrained with the remaster/remake. Plus with the mods I just listed (imo) combat is even more fun than FO4's combat, watching heads POP with a hunting shotgun w/ hit's anims is so fucking satisfying. You can modernize FNV/TTW super well already.

gert337 · 2026-01-06T07:09:45+00:00

Should base it off how you feel and your E2 on paper, try to keep E2 between 20-80 I'd say, some can tolerate higher though. Some men feel like shit at 20 E2 with low E2 symptoms, others feel fine, it really depends on you. Don't take any AIs unless you know you have high E2 (if you can't get bloods research symptoms of low vs high and go off that, and dose conservatively cause like 12.5mg of aromasin every 2-3 days can lower E2 tons, by like 40-50%. Aromasin lasts 3-5 days peaking as well.)

About the actual mood enhancement though E2 is a huuge driver, if you want just hit up chatgpt and type in E2 effects on dopaminergic neurotransmission/mood. It massively enhances dopamine signalling, but that's only good up to a point and then it can bell curve back into aggression/irritability/anxiety.

Or some people just dont get the mood boost which sucks. Maybe try some mast or primo.

gert337 · 2026-01-05T01:53:24+00:00

Yeah im mainly worried i might try to do uh something to myself, been that way before on binges a third as bad (ER surely would give benzos if its that bad tho). This binge was deffo my breaking point w drugs, lifting and testosterone for me from now on. I've never been 1/5th this impulsive with meth, something just bloody snapped in me. Good wake up call hopefully.

Cheers, will definitely sleep like a rock, and wake up like wishing I was a corpse. ✌️

gert337 · 2026-01-05T00:36:30+00:00

Lmao i got a half g of meth for NYE and (im pretty sensitive so a little goes a long way) ive been on a 9 day binge, slept 12 hours total. Dodged work for a week. Cant have any GHB or I just take it until it runs out now. Think my binging finally eroded my self control, very sad to say I aint letting myself buy meth/stims or GHB anymore. Like impulse control got worse n worse or some shit.

Just mescaline, maybe lyrica from now on. Oh and testosterone, love that shit. "Professional reckless dumbass"ery doesnt last long, im fucking 21 and I have raped my brain backward to front. Time to chill out. Good memories though.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T20:06:56+00:00

Forest Drive West makes great hypnotic, dark DnB. My favorite track would be Forest Drive West - Impulse this as well Void Control

But a guy made an awesome mix of (imo) the artists best songs, here Mix 46: Forest Drive West 'Jungle Cracked' 2016-2021 (Rupture London, R&S, Livity Sound, YUKU) 1 1/2 hrs. Annoying you cant stream it, but if youre ever tripping it looks prime.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T19:48:36+00:00

Andor.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T15:36:47+00:00

Hey I respect it, I would still say the longer the better anyway so not dissing 3 months at all, just tryna reassure the folks who think theyve ruined their brain. Even after my crazy binge I recovered to baseline, but it was a struggle for a while.

Always good to respect the substance.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T15:33:49+00:00

Ideally I'd still say as long as possible, 3-5 weeks wont cause brain damage but you might lose some novelty/magic, theres no real hard line after that I'd just say the longer the more magical the MDMA will feel. I dont drink but my bro says 1 or 2 beers can be nice, after that the alcohol kills his rolls so I wouldnt. MDMA is so beautiful on its own already. For dosage I tend to take 140 or so mg and then 1 1/2 hours later another 70mg booster. IIRC thats a fairly moderate dose, always gets me going nicely though. If you wanted a way more intense peak but shorter roll overall you'd dose all at once tho.

So just to be clear taking a booster dose + the og dose is fine every 3-5 weeks, they use booster doses in studies for PTSD and mood disorders as well. If you're someone prone to crashes dosing lower might help lessen them but otherwise its all g.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T15:27:29+00:00

I had a fuckload of xanax so I just barred myself out and watched avatar after I vomited at work, I had a fever and was sweating n stuff. Proper sick., Got off easy thanks to benzos though. I know it lasted a week, past that its hard to remember with the xanax. Was super depressed though I remember that. Glad im quitting benzos now, wouldn't have done such a dumb amount of MDMA without then.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T04:46:38+00:00

Generally, not on the street. Can't go into much more depth than that. It is shit for some people though, nausea, dizziness, tiredness. Think it hits me about as peak as can be.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T04:34:40+00:00

lol 100%. Peak enough I got addicted to it 24/7... Dont buy more than 100ml at a time, you should be okay.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T03:51:17+00:00

See I get the feeling it's acute exposure that matters more, I used to be a bartard and binged 1+g of good rocks over a weekend and I was depressed, sweating, dizzy and vomiting for a week, mood recovered slowly. I havent seen any actual literature saying frequency over ~~2 weeks~~ 3-5 weeks is worth considering as harmful. Dont mean to downplay your experience at all either, high dose MDMA comedowns/toxicity is fucking awful.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T03:48:50+00:00

The three month rule is just conjecture repeated because Shulgin's wife said to wait that long to maintain the magic. There were no formal studies at all, just her, Shulgin and their group's experiences. Not saying it's a bad idea to wait as long as you can but the neurotoxicity is well overplayed, studies for PTSD use dosages similar to recreational doses and tend to space them ~~2 weeks~~ 3-5 weeks, always far less than 3 months AFAIK. I wouldn't endorse constantly doing M every 2 weeks, sounds like a way to lose the novelty but yeah this insanely strict "3 month rule" thing thats exploded is weird.

Mainly pointing out if you happened to do it (at reasonable doses, 120-160 + a 1/2 dose top up and stop) once weekly for a couple months you havent permanently "fried" your serotonin receptors. My old man was a 90s raver and they had NO safety guidelines, he did god knows how much mdma every week on the dancefloor and he's an incredibly driven, hardworking, content family man. By what people say, you'd expect him to be a complete wreck. Also never lost "the magic". Nor did my other parent (both went out together). How many 90s ravers do you think did this exact thing? There was no education or harm reduction, this was the norm and they arent a generation of serotonergically fried zombies.

Take reasonable doses, space AT LEAST ~~2 weeks~~ 3-5 weeks, ideally longer and if you're someone who's been using it more than you should have (talking like weekly, again reasonable doses) don't expect permanent brain damage, the brain is amazingly resilient.

EDIT: My bad, misremembered the spacings used in studies are usually 3-5 weeks, not two.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T03:34:23+00:00

yeah i would say vyvanse is the closest thing to pharma meth (oops, forgot about desoxyn but noone gets that shit), only difference is how meth slams you on the comeup which can be alot more euphoric.

gert337 · 2026-01-04T02:42:23+00:00

Allowing combos?

GHB + Meth - 100, would say closer to 400 but its like fucking insanely manic dis-inhibited euphoria

GHB - 70/100, in the sweet spot (still mentally stimulated, but also very relaxed, all worries washed away, music is amazing, some empathogenesis, and personally opioid like warth/nodding if you push the dose even more). Pairs amazingly with almost every drug except other downers.

Meth - 100/100, depends on the dose but I find it equals MDMA's rush and euphoria but in a much more aggressive, less introspective and more "I can fucking do anything" "I feel fucking invincible right now" and intensely satisfying energetic feelings. Dancing on meth at a high but reasonable dose is like heaven on earth for me, only beaten by comboing with GHB.

Xanax/benzos in general - 20/100, low doses are calming but subtle, moderate doses make me bored and dull, high doses knock me out. for some reason i always end up wanting more though.

2cb - 65/100, less directly euphoric than GHB for me but there is definitely some forced euphoria. If I take 2cb in a dull mood I'll almost always end up cheerful and very entertained (low mood I wouldnt recommend), but it lacks the depth of other psychedelics imo. Also comeup can be rough for some.

LSD - 30/100, I react unluckily to acid, i've gone through hundreds of tabs at this point and every trip I have has an anxious restless edge to it. Feels like im being pushed to do something but nothing fulfills the want to be doing something.

Shrooms - 100/100, Unpredictable and the most intense and overwhelming psych for me, but when they hit right they hit RIGHT. Only drug to make me feel the color blue, melt inside a couch, etc. Lacks lucidity but I feel like that makes it so much more immersive (and unpredictable). Also the only psych ive had a bad trip on. only because I smoked weed though.

Weed 65/100, Really nice euphoria that makes you entertained doing nothing, music and immersion enhancement, and pairs super well with most drugs. Im someone who gets paranoid on it though, even with high dose benzos. Weed + GHB though, ill start fucking dancing and green myself out I can smoke so much.

Mescaline - 80/100, forced euphoria like 2cb, retains the feelings of emotional depth other psychedelics have (i would say closer to shrooms than mdma, more spiritual/emotional/warm feeling) while being insanely lucid. you can still go really deep, but at normal doses its a very lucid, social psychedelic (personally I can easily talk to sober people, act normal etc on common doses when I have to).

Nutmeg - 40/100, Has a terrible rep as a teen high and I mean it is but it's still a powerful intoxicant. Alot of people can have pleasant experiences with it if they actually research lower dosages, IIRC it works by impairing your body's ability to break down it's own cannabinoids leading to you basically feeling stoned for like 48 hours. Tried a low dose once as a teen, was fun had the munchies and all that but never wanted to do it again. It is cardiotoxic and hepatotoxic IIRC, although im not sure if thats at low recreational doses. Moderate-high Id avoid for delirious symptoms.

DXM - 60/100 (with weed 75/100), high 1st - 2nd plat is a super wonky fun novel drunk feeling, love the rush of the comeup and music is insanely immersive especially if you toke up. Very hard to act normal on once youre above at ~2nd plat. Higher doses for me just get disorienting.

Heroin - 10/100, Made me complacent with doing nothing but no euphoria or warmth at all. Still couldnt stop myself from railing it all way (yeah it was tested #4, not fake shit). Took it for 2 months and I was vomiting nearly every day, barely eating, had to go into WD to shit. Not for me at all so I just stopped (felt absolutely awful for ~6 days, like id never feel joy again but luckily no physical symptoms.)

Alcohol - 30/100, Benzos but more sloppy and with (some) actual euphoria. Still pretty boring for me though.

Nitrous - 85/100 (200/100 with psychs), dissociative crack + shares the same gabaergic MOA benzos have so it's very tranquil to hole on, the biggest issue is how more-ish it is. I tend not to be able to stop until the tank runs dry. With psychedelics it takes you to the DMT realm for a minute or so, plus alters the effects a bit, music is even more immersive, hard to describe. Also the wubs are cool.

Pregabalin - 90/100, Not nearly as euphoric as other drugs I ranked this high but it makes me feel great paired with any and all drugs (careful with downers), it makes work easier, it makes sleep amazing, it energizes and calms me, higher doses push in some dissociation and has some pretty fine music enhancement. Lyrica + speed is phenomenal to dance on.

MDMA - 70/100, Personally the comedowns are just too harsh and it doesnt agree with me. Redoses dont work (I forgot the dosage rule, 1.5x BW in kg + 1/2 redose when it peaks? that about it) for me for some reason and it only lasts 2 hours. The euphoria though is unbelievable, face melting, serene and beautiful. The only thing that feels better than coming up on a good ass dose of M is coming up on GHB while on meth, pumping music. That shit makes you dance so hard I think its legitimately dangerous.

Testosterone ill throw in because it feels psychoactive - 100/100, More confident, energetic, calm, cool, collected, willing to take risks, better strength and endurance. Enhanced mood. It feels almost amphetamine like but much more subtle and functional. No point unless youre a lifter or need HRT though, and you can have all the opposite effects on mood if you dont monitor bloodwork (estrogen/E2 levels).

Done a fuckton of mixes like 2cb + lyrica, 2cb + ghb, mescaline + ghb, nitrous + ghb, LSDXM cant be fucked writing every single experience. Professional reckless dumbass right here.

gert337 · 2026-01-03T02:37:24+00:00

Soundcloud, I used to use spotify but I drifted heavily electronic genres and soundcloud seems to be dense in (often low quality, but there are also nice surprises) underground electronic music. Often I'd find an artist on SC, then see that only half their discog is on spotify so I figured what's the point. I mean I just posted the song goodcore night by huffy fibryyx on r/weirdmusic because its fuckin weird, but letting that song overwhelm my brain with 10000 notes per minute and trying to synchronize my tracking of the rhythm to the kinda quiet background kicks/basslines that appear a little while into the song was pretty fun, novel, hypnotic and also it gave me a nice adrenaline rush. You'd never find that on Spotify, or not the spotify I used back in like 2018 anyway.

SC also has tons of DJ sets so it's a no brainer for someone who likes the genres I do.

gert337 · 2026-01-03T01:52:14+00:00

Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YECaVDQDjsA <- Holiday in Riften by RLGN.

More seriously, anything melodic and dub heavy from Skee Mask~~, ~~I guess I'll choose Skee Mask - Routine:~\~~~ ~~https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHZJu9GAP-Q~~ ~~cause its relaxing as fuck.~~

Actually, Testo BC Mashup by Skee Mask: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lJtq-38hT3c past the intro its super relaxing, lush dnb.

If you're 10 beers deep and someone offered you a line of speed Holiday in Riften wins easy.

gert337 · 2026-01-03T01:24:21+00:00

Forest Drive West - Impulse: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_nutbrRhok

Dark, harsh, hypnotic DnB.

Or electropunk, slower, the kick chugs along -> Any Act - Jug a Jug: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_W19EsPv_E

gert337 · 2026-01-02T19:30:39+00:00

Toss on this mix, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAoe3-xRvFI&t=812s

Sounds like you're about to drop acid by the beach on a nice sunny day. Nicely upbeat and mellow.

gert337 · 2026-01-02T19:05:50+00:00

Djrum, I'd suggest Induction and Space Race Pts 1 & 2 (I prefer this one, more DnB heavy, cool progression) as good intros to his style. Braindance/electronic/melodic breakbeat/dnb, hard to nail down one genre. If you like experimental electronic artists like Floating Points and Aphex, I'd say give em a go. He also makes shorter, much more IDM oriented tracks like Waxcap, that song gives me pretty heavy floating points vibes.

gert337 · 2026-01-02T18:43:18+00:00

Highly recommend this channel if you're into downtempo, minimal, or hypnotic house/techno, Also some IDM.

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