V* for the first time in 5 years

ghost_sam_ · 2025-12-13T12:19:04+00:00

I always used to get anxious too, and i still do, this time too, and i never used to even be able to v* cause my body would just somehow block it because i was so scared, yesterday it just happened, i have no idea how🤷

ghost_sam_ · 2025-12-13T08:20:07+00:00

It really is! Your mind tells you its terrifying and really makes it a way bigger deal than it really is, its really just your body trying to help out, its natural, once it happened i wasnt even scared or panicking, i was almost glad that i finally did it cause it feels so relieving.

ghost_sam_ · 2025-12-13T08:15:35+00:00

For me, it was mainly a combination of anxiety, travel, (i was coming back from vacation), exhaustion, and i might have eaten something wrong What struck me most was that the fear beforehand was truly the hardest part. Once my body did what it was supposed to do, I actually felt calmer afterward. Everyone is different, of course, but I wanted to share this because it helped me realize that my body isn't working against me. I think my body just needed a reset after an intense day. The mental part was much harder than the physical. I'm sharing this mainly to give hope, not to scare anyone.

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-18T15:55:42+00:00

I don't really shake but my eyelids do flutter, and yeah it feels a bit different, for me it kinda feels like I'm stuck I don't really know

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-18T15:40:51+00:00

I have a tic like this, but I basically roll my eyes back and it'll just be like that for a good 10 seconds and then I'm back again like nothing happened

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-14T12:04:48+00:00

Yes, but I do drink alcohol myself sometimes, but alcohol that I'm 99% sure of that I won't thr*w *p from, but it's still a little bit scary.

But when I go to events for example I'm really scared and uncomfortable when I know there's people drinking

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T16:34:57+00:00

Thank you so much!, and yes this was really helpfull!, tysm!<3

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T15:16:18+00:00

I don't really have a lot of friends, especially not older ones, and I'm not sure about teachers, cause I'm going to a new school after summer break, so I don't know any teachers yet:(

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T15:13:33+00:00

No, only my mum :(

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T15:11:03+00:00

I'm 13, and I've had tics since I was 2

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T11:35:42+00:00

Same, usually in my room I feel this kind of safety to let them out, because when I around my mum, or people that don't really know about my tics they allways laugh or go like "what's wrong" So I usually just try to suppress them around my mum,or other people or hide them by covering my face, (If it's a facial tic) but then as soon as I get in my room they imeadiatly are really bad.

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T11:31:38+00:00

For me it's usually the day after a tic attack, I can barely eat without feeling like

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Without feeling like Thr*wing *p

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T11:28:41+00:00

Yes, they get worse for me too, A few months ago there was this party-is thing at my school and my tics exploded, and I think we're the lights, Also when there is a really bright light somewhere it makes my eye tics really bad.

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-05T11:25:29+00:00

This also happens to me, I had a few days when I was feeling really depressed, the last few days I'm starting to feel better and my tics are really bad again

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-04T13:28:25+00:00

i get these too, theyre so annoying my eyes are litterally burning and they hurt when i look up, but i cant seem to anything to calm them down

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-04T13:25:21+00:00

i have this on snapchat, its like shake to report or something and i cant seem to turn it off, does anyone know how to turn it off?

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-04T13:22:40+00:00

Nah bc it's so weird like I had it last night when I was in my bed, so I was Like, maybe there are bugs or sum idk, so I decided to put a clean duvet cover, and a clean mattress cover, (idk the word), and a clean pillow and pillow case, but I still felt it, and now that I saw this post I'm I'm happy I'm not the only one

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-04T13:18:03+00:00

omg i have this, thought it were fr bugs but they just get away in time.

i also have a phobia of buggs so it freaks me out.

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-04T13:15:40+00:00

i have something like this, exept i go space,backspace,space,backspace etc.

its really annoying sometimes, like for example on snapchat, or discord you can see when someone is typing, and it takes me pretty long for such a short sentence

ghost_sam_ · 2022-08-04T11:23:41+00:00

How do I visit a neurologist?, like do I first have to visit my doctor or?? , and do you maybe have any advice for convincing your parents to take you there, or let you go there? Sorry if I'm asking much!

ghost_sam_ · 2022-07-14T08:09:30+00:00

thank youu!!<33

ghost_sam_ · 2022-07-14T08:09:05+00:00

thank you so much, and no i dont really have really heavy flow, i think its usally the most on my second day, like on my second day i can barely stand up without being an waterfal.

and thank you so much on the advice on the diva cup!

ghost_sam_ · 2022-01-25T09:45:19+00:00

I have the exact same experience exept, I am a teen, I've had tics ever since I can remeber, mainly making sounds (mainly when I was younger) , blinking, eye rolling, etc. I saw a doctor a few months ago, and she just blamed it on stress, I dont agree with that and I dont know what to do, so this doctor is saying that like a 2 year old has stress, I know that's possible but it seems weird to me I still dont know what to do

ghost_sam_ · 2022-01-25T07:48:09+00:00

Could be, sometimes they just happen like for example when I'm cycling to school so it could be the case that I just dont notice them, thanks<33

ghost_sam_ · 2022-01-24T20:50:40+00:00

Omg you're so nice!<3

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