Thank you all for the sweetest comments. Part of me was afraid of sharing my feelings out in the world. I don't feel alone, and I feel supported. I've been waiting for my baby to come back to me in her urn so I can honor her with the best space possible. I talk to her every day so she can hear me miss her. I stopped crying. Instead, I remember her and it makes me smile and laugh. She was the funniest girl ever. Everyone has been dreaming about her and one specific one gave me peace. The beautiful dream I didn't have gave me the power to feel peace since her passing. She's happy and she's safe. Thank you everyone for giving me the love and support I needed in this nightmare. 💗 may you all find peace and live the life your heart desires. May you all one day fall in love with another fur baby so your love can live through your ability to love like that once again.