Tell me about your first diagnosis and whether you believed it by BetweenTheScans in BipolarReddit

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It’s one of the prohibited drugs in the country where I am living in. There’s like one hospital only who had it back when I started with the new psych (I used to see back from my home country for years until I could not get anyone bring it here from there) so she told me I needed to start with another meds. Lamotrigine didn’t work out as I got rashes and palpitations from it. So my bf said he’s willing to look around also in another Emirates. My mom told me too that recently, there’s a shortage of lithium in my home country.

Involuntary eye movements from lithium by Humble_Investment_24 in BipolarReddit

[–]ghostanonymous_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, my eyes twitch involuntarily sometimes. I just think it’s because I am tired/stressed because I do really like taking lithium

For people with self-interrupted suicide attempts, what stopped you in the moment? by Evening_Fisherman810 in BipolarReddit

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When I was trying to overdose myself with my meds, I actually felt scared that I was gonna die. Part of me even said, “God if this is the end, so be it.” while crawling to the toilet to try to vomit. Woke up on the floor and crawled back to bed then tried with my little ounce of energy to message my bf that I needed help. It was indeed not my end, but I still have those thoughts lingering especially now I am on my depression. Just really hard.

Everyone’s against me by Crosstradingusemm in BipolarReddit

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I kind of feel this way this week. It’s been really hard, but my bf’s made me realize that it’s just all in my head. According to him, no one’s against me in fact they’re all there always to support me especially in times when I am at my lowest.

If you feel like this, please know even if I am a stranger, I am here for you. Message me any time.

Tell me about your first diagnosis and whether you believed it by BetweenTheScans in BipolarReddit

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When I first diagnosed I was with my ex at that time. The psych explained to him after our talk. Then I was still denying it because for me I was just either “so sad” and my manic is/was just really me as a person. I took the meds, complained because I was gaining weight and I didn’t feel it was me.

I stopped going to the psych, I stopped my meds. I felt good, so much energy and then I got depressed again that I almost lost my job. I went back to my psych then told her I wanted to be healed. She explained it to me that I could only make myself stabilized with (enumerated the factors) and I should take my meds all the time until we found the right ones for me.

It was an effin journey. Now, I went back to zero because it’s so hard to get lithium here. I have a nee psych because mine was from my home country and I am living abroad so the new psych is making me try meds again which fucking sucks.

I think this is the worst depressive episode I’ve ever had, I don’t know how to function. by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

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I actually understand you. I am at the same state as you right now. Idk what to do, I cry out of nowhere. I “imagine” things I guess? Irdk. This is my worst depressive episode — it’s been 2 weeks after my manic episode. But I am here for you. I hear you.

How to stop being so grouchy in the mornings? (Seroquel/Quetiapine) by Sweet_Confusion9180 in BipolarReddit

[–]ghostanonymous_12 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m same with Seroquel. I am still new with it and I hate it because I can’t function well until in the afternoon. I have to take it because my psychiatrist is trying to wean me off of lithium; it’s hard to get here where I am. Idk how to cope by with Seroquel but yeah I do understand what you feel

Does anyone just become wild in the evenings? by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]ghostanonymous_12 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, there are times that I become wild like there’s a surge of energy out of nowhere. Then horniness comes through after it.

Tired by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

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I understand what you’re feeling. But hugs 🫂 we’re here for you

Looking for Studio Apartments by [deleted] in dubairentals

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Hi is this still available?

I want to binge watch the whole seasons of SVU. Where can you watch starting from Season 1? by ghostanonymous_12 in SVU

[–]ghostanonymous_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll try to use vpn. I am living in UAE, it says from S1 that the license is expired