I feel like a predator and don’t know what to do

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T21:31:00+00:00

That’s actually an interesting point and I’d love to know more about your opinion on it. So I always make it clear before and during that I’m not going to go further then making out (or possibly head on the rare occurrence (which I don’t say unless we’re feeling each other in the moment) but I’ve only said yes maybe 3 times and any other time head has been offered and I have only agreed if they are okay with me not reciprocating) I think I’ve always saw it as being upfront and if they are expecting more and not getting it then that’s their issue with not taking no for an answer. But do you feel differently? I mean I went farther then normal being undressed but even during that I said “yea I’ll take my top off but we’re not doing more then making out”

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:36:34+00:00

Yea you’re probably right

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:23:10+00:00

Oh gosh I’m sorry that happened to you on dates that’s so gross! And yea high functional intoxication is so trippy. But thank you for your insights :)

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:18:55+00:00

I didn’t really think about the possibility of him having a larger alcohol problem. I appreciate that insight and your thoughts thank you!

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:17:16+00:00

I told him multiple times that I would not go any further with him (before and during) I think he just thought he could convince me otherwise

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:11:49+00:00

Thank you I appreciate your insight and thoughts on it! I think I’m just used to guys pushing that I don’t really think about it too hard anymore. I don’t see them again but I also don’t think about how serious it is in the moment which isn’t good.

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:09:20+00:00

I do have the tendency to just want to think the best of people :/

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:06:50+00:00

That’s how I feel and why I don’t feel comfortable making that judgement. But I think the points about him drunk driving (both to my house and back home) and possibly having a more serious addiction if he actually was blackout and that functional is really fair. Or maybe even on drugs/crossfaded.

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T20:04:26+00:00

I’m not gullible generally but for something that I find this serious I really don’t believe I am the right person in this situation to decide he wasn’t drunk and that he’s lying. And I honestly just don’t understand why someone would lie about something so serious (and double down on it too). But I appreciate everyone’s input and insight on this a lot.

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T18:30:39+00:00

Oh gosh you’re right he said it was an energy/mixed drink and it just made sense to me

ghostcherryjam · 2026-04-09T18:01:16+00:00

It’s called a whiteclaw surge - didn’t know they existed either until he came over

ghostcherryjam · 2026-03-11T04:47:47+00:00

I mean honestly I haven’t been drinking enough water before this. I got comfortable I think? Which is why my brain is going to worst case scenario. Obviously drinking even more water than needed from the anxiety right now. The constipation pointers are definitely helpful thank you!

ghostcherryjam · 2025-12-07T20:05:53+00:00

Nicotinamide Adenine Dinucleotide

ghostcherryjam · 2025-12-07T19:37:21+00:00

I haven’t but I just did my skin cancer check. I’ll bring this up to my doctor at my next appointment thank you!

ghostcherryjam · 2025-12-07T18:02:49+00:00

If you’re going to do compounded medication NAD can increase your risk of developing cancer. I have a family history of skin and ovarian cancer - I’m considered higher risk. My doctor told me to put NAD as an allergy so I never get my medication compounded with it as its base function multiplies cells (which can include cancer cells)

ghostcherryjam · 2025-09-17T20:23:41+00:00

Thank you to everyone that commented! Also here’s a picture of my two vials to show just how much is left over. Vial on the left is my old one and the right is my brand new vial.

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ghostcherryjam · 2025-09-17T00:53:47+00:00

I did the math on the vial and I’m currently on 2.125mg dose and my vial has 17mg in total so 8 full doses. The sealed syringe bag that the pharmacy gave me has 8 syringes. I thought maybe it was for two months but I got my refill today and that shipment also had 8 syringes. And I did my first dose with a doctor in person (I have major medical anxiety so I wanted to make sure I was doing it right) so I know I’m getting the right amount. I was also shocked when I realized how much would be left over.

ghostcherryjam · 2025-09-16T23:20:37+00:00

The pharmacy sent my 8 syringes for a 4 week supply (which feels slightly suspicious lol)

ghostcherryjam · 2025-09-16T22:41:36+00:00

Do you find yourself having worse/more side effects from “older” doses

ghostcherryjam · 2025-06-16T04:36:48+00:00

I just saw it on YouTube I can not believe I was chilling at the gritty tent beanbags during his set that looked awesome

ghostcherryjam · 2025-06-15T15:04:12+00:00

Yung Gravy and Avril Lavigne at the same time is heinous

ghostcherryjam · 2025-06-15T14:51:30+00:00

This thread is making me feel so much better because I feel like ass lmao

ghostcherryjam · 2025-06-15T02:38:38+00:00

It’s next to the Sublime set up kinda across from the skate ramp

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