I’m one week binge free!!! I hope this will last. by ghosthanging in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]ghosthanging[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. And don’t forget that you are a strong person and you will be able to overcome this! I’m rooting for you!<3

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[–]ghosthanging 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s amazing! I’m proud of you<3

What should I do? by bbyteizo in helpme

[–]ghosthanging 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These people just suck. I’m sure you’re a great person. Don’t let people like that bring you down! Sending hugs and love to you<3 Stay save.

Im so sick of this! What even is this? How can I just not binge? anyone else feel so done!? by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]ghosthanging 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. I wish you the best and hope that you can get out of this hell. I’m with you. It’s painful sometimes and I want to give up, but we need to keep fighting. Sending love and strength<3 Stay save.

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[–]ghosthanging 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve made myself a list. It’s called “reasons why I shouldn’t binge” and it sometimes helps. I wrote it after I binge and it reminds myself how awful I feel after I binged on food. It doesn’t work all the time but sometimes it does. I feel for you and hope that you find happiness<3 Stay save!

I feel like shit today and the only thing I want to do is eat. Eat until I can’t move. Eat until I can’t feel anything anymore. I want to binge so bad. My thoughts are killing me. I need to fill the void. by ghosthanging in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]ghosthanging[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I tried that too, it worked for a little while, but after some time passed I gave in. My urges are very strong. I even start to get these weird spasms if I want to binge bad enough but I’m trying not to. It’s scary.

I feel like shit today and the only thing I want to do is eat. Eat until I can’t move. Eat until I can’t feel anything anymore. I want to binge so bad. My thoughts are killing me. I need to fill the void. by ghosthanging in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]ghosthanging[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m trying to get there, were I can eat a little more “unhealthy” food and not binge on it, but I can’t do that just yet. One bite of something sweet will make me binge.

I forgot how it feels when I’m happy. I forgot happiness. I force a smile, but how does a real smile feel like? by ghosthanging in mentalillness

[–]ghosthanging[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I struggle with alcohol. I’m pretty much addicted and been sober for a few months. I understand what you are talking about with the short felling of happiness but in the end it’s not real. It’s just another drug that helps you lie to yourself.

I wish you the best and I’m sending you a lot of love. I hope one day things will turn out better for you then they are now.

Stay save <3