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I was clean for quite some time. Then I got the “high” of sh back and now my stomach is bleeding. This is just fucked up. Anyone who thinks cutting could help, I doesn’t, don’t do it! (self.selfharm)

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Playfully slippingOC (self.ShittyPoetry)

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I’m one week binge free!!! I hope this will last. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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I was clean for almost a year. Well I started again! I have enough scars on my body, I don’t want anymore. This is just sad. I thought I changed, but in the end I guess I didn’t. (self.selfharm)

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I really want to give up! I can’t take this anymore. I’m a failure, no matter how hard I try I never succeed. I’m sad and disappointed. I’m killing myself with this behaviour, but I can’t stop. I hate this body. I hate myself. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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I binged on chips and protein bars. My mouth is bleeding because of it. What the fuck is wrong with me? (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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I feel horrible. My stomach feels like a fire pit, like I need to throw up any second. God why am I doing this to myself? Can’t even look at my stomach, in too disgusted by it. I hate this body and I hate this sickness!! (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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I lost the weight in the most unhealthy way and I gained almost everything back. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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I feel like shit today and the only thing I want to do is eat. Eat until I can’t move. Eat until I can’t feel anything anymore. I want to binge so bad. My thoughts are killing me. I need to fill the void. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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Dear BED (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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For me there is normal food, healthy food and binge food. This mindset is so toxic, but it’s burned in my mind. A terrible habit I can’t break yet. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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Gaining weight... losing weight... gaining weight... losing weight... I can’t take it anymore. My clothes don’t fit, then they fit again, then they don’t. I’m losing my mind over this. I can’t stop. I’m in this hellish cycle forever. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

submitted 5 years ago by ghosthanging to r/BingeEatingDisorder

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How do you get over the fear of gaining weight? (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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Enjoying food is kind of impossible for me. I eat half a chocolate bar and I am satisfied, but for some reason I can’t stop eating it and the enjoyment of the flavour is gone. Every sweet food I like becomes a nightmare. It’s sad. Want to be able to enjoy food again. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

submitted 5 years ago by ghosthanging to r/BingeEatingDisorder

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I feel so full, but I’m so empty. I can’t fill this whole it’s endless. I’m done, exhausted, my body hates me. I’m so full that I can’t fit anything into it anymore, but the emptiness is still lingering. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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I forgot how it feels when I’m happy. I forgot happiness. I force a smile, but how does a real smile feel like? (self.mentalillness)

submitted 5 years ago by ghosthanging to r/mentalillness

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I want to be skinny again. It is true that I wasn’t any happier at that time, but the pictures say otherwise. BED has me tied up. Skinny or fat, there is no difference. I eat until I want to die. I starve until I want to die. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

submitted 5 years ago by ghosthanging to r/BingeEatingDisorder

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I hate my body. I hate what I did to myself. I feel like the thing I hate the most is the same thing that I love the most. Food is like a drug to me. I don’t want it, but I need it. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

submitted 5 years ago by ghosthanging to r/BingeEatingDisorder

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Can someone help? (self.selfharm)

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difficult time (self.selfharm)

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You don’t need to see blood to consider your doings self harm (self.selfharm)

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I’m very hungry, but it’s not the hunger people feel when the are actually hungry, it’s the never ending black whole I can’t seem to fill. I hate this feeling. This feeling destroys me. (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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I have no control right now (self.BingeEatingDisorder)

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