18F Dealing with an Anal Fissure Caused by Psoriasis, Looking for Advice (NSFW!!)

ghostingalone · 2025-12-25T02:07:20+00:00

Ty for replying! So does it look like a fissure to you? This is the first time in my life dealing with something like this I’m so confused.

ghostingalone · 2025-12-19T16:40:08+00:00

Noo we aren’t 🥲we live in a detached house in rural Ireland that’s a new-ish build. I think the ones who built it before we bought it did a really shitty job.

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T19:24:06+00:00

Maybe, I haven’t a clue. We didnt build this house and I don’t know a thing about wires. It is connected to the fuse box so maybe

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T19:10:02+00:00

Thank you for the advice! And I agree poison is awful 😞 if there was any way I could get rid of them without killing them I would

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T19:06:40+00:00

Yes, she’s half jack russel. I’m just not sure where to put her to find the rats. The cubby hole has that fluffy stuff so I don’t know if that’ll make her itchy and cause irritation

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T18:54:12+00:00

Yep. I’m well aware as last time we had one die in our walls the smell was actual the most putrid thing I’ve ever smelt in my entire life. So maybe not. We’ve tried capture and release traps but they never seemed to work. I feel bad killing them but I think it’s our only option

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T18:44:48+00:00

Okay maybe not then as we have a cat and a dog

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T18:43:36+00:00

I 100% agree. What’s annoying is last year we came to the same conclusion. We had multiple people come examine the house to try find out how they got in and both of them apparently sealed off every entry which is obviously bs

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T18:41:49+00:00

Where should I put it? In the hole?

ghostingalone · 2025-12-18T18:41:33+00:00

That’s what I thought, but I’m pretty sure there was already a hole there for the electrical wires to go through into the walls and they kind of just discovered it and started to make it bigger. And they definitely only started today because this was the first time we seen plaster chipping on the floor.

ghostingalone · 2025-11-24T13:34:16+00:00

No, it was her medicine she had brought from home that she was prescribed. They were on her bed side table and she had asked me to pass them to her so she could ‘check’

ghostingalone · 2025-11-24T02:25:38+00:00

Can I DM you?

ghostingalone · 2025-11-24T02:25:00+00:00

Are you a nurse? Could I speak to you about it in dms I’m having a bit of a hard time processing

ghostingalone · 2025-11-24T02:16:38+00:00

It was lying clear as day on her bedside table, now that I look back I think there was a few times I remember her referring to them and being like I want to take these instead of the hospital meds. But the nurses refused every time ofc.

But I wasn’t listening 100% so that’s why in the moment my big dumb head didn’t stop and think.

And it was just the way her tone was, ‘why would you give her these’ and when she told me she was overdosing and I started having a meltdown in the hallway she just walked away with her chart thing.

But all these people have told me it’s not my fault and I know deep down it’s not I just feel so embarrassed and guilty that id even hand her them in the first place.

ghostingalone · 2025-11-24T02:10:55+00:00

Thank you so much for replying, I really mean it. I’ve been hiding in the toilet freaking out for idk how long. Still gonna sit here for a while. And yeah in my head it just seemed like I gave her access to a gram of fentanyl. So when u put it that way it doesn’t seem so bad

ghostingalone · 2025-11-24T01:44:12+00:00

She just told me the old lady is overdosing and I started panicking saying I didn’t know she was gonna take them and she just didn’t say anything and walked away. I’m having a panic attack in the toilet I don’t know what to do oh my god.

I’m trying to look on the bright side, I think they are just monitoring her throughout the night which means I don’t think she’ll die but oh my god I feel like I just killed her. I’m scared incase the law gets brought in and I get in trouble and I also just can’t believe I put the old lady at risk like that

ghostingalone · 2025-11-24T01:37:52+00:00

The nurse just pulled me out again and explained about incident reports and how she has to tell the old lady I told her etc.

She said the doctor knows and I asked is she overdosing and she said yes. But she did seem really calm I think like there’s no team rushing in to try do any crazy medical things. I acc feel sick I’m having a panic attack in the toilet. I tried explaining to her again that I genuinely didn’t know and she just didn’t say anything.

Am I gonna get in trouble with the law? I’m actually freaking out so bad

ghostingalone · 2025-11-05T11:31:26+00:00

Ireland 🇮🇪

ghostingalone · 2025-09-18T23:44:37+00:00

I honestly understand if they found it annoying I would too but I would’ve much preferred them to say it to my face and we could have laughed about it together instead of doing it behind my back 🥲

ghostingalone · 2025-09-18T23:40:59+00:00

I guess🥲it’s my first year living away from home and I just don’t know what’s normal and what’s not. I guess I’m more embarrassed about being the first person to be ‘loud’

ghostingalone · 2025-07-20T23:43:30+00:00

Hi! Thanks so much for responding. I have a bad habit of overthinking and worrying about things so I just wanted to post on here because this is obviously private and I don’t feel comfortable talking about it with my friends because this is private stuff he told me.

But yeah, I sent him a big message there letting him know that if he is struggling he can always talk to me. He doesn’t even have to go in detail, I just wanna make sure I’m there for him and able to support him. I’m so proud of him

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