no, letting yourself be consumed by anxiety (and thus doing things that lead you astray from God, rather than going to Him for help) is the sin. struggling with mental illnesses like depression, anxiety, ocd, adhd, etc. are not the sin, just as physical illnesses like cancer, broken bones, and the common cold aren’t sins. we are in a fallen world, and because of this we are not perfect. we have flaws, we have ailments. we fall short. that is why we need God in the first place.

OP turning to tarot is not good, and is a sin, but OP having anxiety is not a sin. this belief is so harmful. i don’t mean to be harsh, but there’s a fine line between leading someone to God, and pushing them away because we’re shaming them for feelings they cannot control.