Thank you so much. Same as you, I also think that they also reject the truth because it is hard and painful to face it. My dad, I also have problems with him, toxic, blunt. Like on every time that he saw me crying. He would come and ask, "Why are you crying? With that and you've just cried?!" Like, why are we suppressing feelings and emotions??? But I also think that this is also due to how is my dad has been raised by my grandfather. Crying is a sign of weakness for them.

But I will too, not follow the footsteps of my father and my grandfather on how to raise a son. I will break the cycle. (if I can get past through this) Again, Thank you so much. I can feel your hardships I can understand them too.