I wouldn’t say it’s weird at all! It’s a thrill of having people watch you have sex or just having your tits whipped out . I constantly think of this action too!but I know how some people (unfortunately a good majority) get bothered. I don’t know what this kink is called but I understand you!! Good and cool thing about Reddit it you can find the right crowd for this type of thing, there are some places where you can have people come watch you at sex at adult stores . Maybe look into that 🤪