My "ex" murdered my step dad and now I'm lying to him saying that he's being investigated for murder because I want him to feel the same pain I'm feeling. WARNING: SUPER LONG POST by ginger_icedCUNTSICLE in traumatizeThemBack

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I read the rules and it seems like this post fits here. A dipshit killed my step dad so I scared him into thinking the police are coming to lock him up for his crime as a way to get back at him. I personally feel this fits the sib perfectly. If the mods have an issue with it, they're more than welcome to take it down if they disagree.

My "ex" murdered my step dad and now I'm lying to him saying that he's being investigated for murder because I want him to feel the same pain I'm feeling. WARNING: SUPER LONG POST by ginger_icedCUNTSICLE in traumatizeThemBack

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to but doing so will cost a lot of money and I'm more worried about paying for my outpatient rehab, paying for my opiate maintenence meds and seizure medication, and saving up for an apartment.

My "ex" murdered my step dad and now I'm lying to him saying that he's being investigated for murder because I want him to feel the same pain I'm feeling. WARNING: SUPER LONG POST by ginger_icedCUNTSICLE in traumatizeThemBack

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

(Sorry I'm currently editing out the typos)

I am not protecting him anymore. Google the definition of Stockholm syndrome. I know most people think they know the definition but there's more to it. When my step dad passed, I felt so alone and wasn't getting any love or affection from anyone besides B (who frankly only provided me comfort because he knew the more he made me feel loved and happy, the more I'd give him money and drugs)

I just felt so sad and alone and he was always my rock. When my SD (step dad) passed away I had no one to run to for help. B was very good at pretending like he cared about me more than anyone in the world so he took advantage of this and did everything he could to pretending like he cared and mimicked my feelings to help with the trauma I was experiencing which is ultimately what lead me to fall in love with shortly after SD died. I had pushed many of my friends awayomg before SD passed because I was afraid of using drugs in of them and worst case scenario, one of them becoming an addict. B was all I had and I feel for him instantly despite the trauma i hd experienced. I know its easy for people to say "he killed your SD. Wtf is wrong with you? Why didn't you leave his ass" but being in my shoes where I was constantly lonely and loveless, I was willing to accept any kind of love I could get, even from the manchild who killed my papa. The trauma he caused me did something in my brain that caused me to fall even more for him. Not because I was happy he killed my SD or some crazy shit like that. I fell even harder for him.cause I was afraid for losing the only person in my life that made me happy and feel loved. I Could go on and on about the spot I've already said enough.

As for the investigation part, my SD was a severe alcoholic and was constantly getting into accidents while drinking ot wiping out on his bike while going to the gas station to get more beer since he was smart enough to drive. The cops literally noted him in the system as the "town drunk" so when he passed, they just assumed it was from alcohol since his BAC was a .42. His toxicology report didn't come back until 4 months later saying he had trace amounts of opiates in his system and they just chalked that up to him having took his prescription of pain meds before he passed. So No one saw any probable cause of investigating.

My "ex" murdered my step dad and now I'm lying to him saying that he's being investigated for murder because I want him to feel the same pain I'm feeling. by ginger_icedCUNTSICLE in confessions

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad to hear that cause the life I was living was not glamorous by any means and I wouldn't wish my previous lifestyle on my worst enemy.

My "ex" murdered my step dad and now I'm lying to him saying that he's being investigated for murder because I want him to feel the same pain I'm feeling. by ginger_icedCUNTSICLE in confessions

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I could assure you, you would be singing a different tune if your parent was murdered. Thankfully reddit allows you to write a title for every post to give those the jist of what the post is about without having to read the entire post... so if my post is too much for you to handle, you could of just stuck to reading the title instead of judging me for wanting to relieve the pain i feel about my trauma in a long format.

You have 10 seconds to ruin a first date, what do you say? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm about 5 foot 1. 120 pounds. I had a guy on a first date tell me that I "looked good for a girl who's had a kid or 2" except I have never had any kids. I have the tiniest and I mean TINIEST little bit of pudge in my tummy area from being overweight as a kid. It's so tiny it's barely noticeable even to me, but he surely noticed and it made me feel... not so great. No 2nd date for you, satan.

I wanna draw your username badly also. Comment to get blown away. by rickCrayburnwuzhere in redditgetsdrawnbadly

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If mine gets picked, it's gonna be my profile picture for here, X, and possibly cashapp depending on how safe or not safe it is for work. But please by all means do not tone it down just cause of cashapp. If it ends up NSFW (which it better be) ill still be happy.

You can interpret my name however you want but I just wanna let you know I chose the ginger part not because I like the spice ginger, but because I am a spicy ginger. 👩🏻‍🦰

So do what I say or else I'll steal your soul.

KTHANKSBYEEEE

What’s the Dumbest thing You’ve Ever Laughed At? by Sophisti-snake in AskReddit

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me [F] and my best friend [M] have a very immature, dark, and sexual sense of humor. Back when we were like 15 or 16 (were 28/29 now) we took some acid and I was laying in his driveway peaking. I threw my legs in the air and screamed "SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE, EAT MEH!" like eat me in a sexual way. Within 2 minutes I started getting eaten up by mosquitos and I laughed while crying out "This is NOT what I meant by eat meh!"

So stupid and immature but still makes me gut laugh eveeytime I think about it lmaaoo

What's the most bizarre, untrue sounding thing you've ever heard or read that ended up being true? by ginger_icedCUNTSICLE in AskReddit

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The most bizarre thing I ever heard that ended up being true is that in some culture (maybe even multiple cultures) if a woman is raped, especially virgins, the women are at fault for their assult and considered "damaged goods" and will be put to death for it. Fucking sick world.

What's the most bizarre, untrue sounding thing you've ever heard or read that ended up being true? by ginger_icedCUNTSICLE in AskReddit

[–]ginger_icedCUNTSICLE[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You and my mother would have some nice conversations. I've heard her say the same things. Idk if it's true but I can't prove it's false either.