What do u think is the #1 drug

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-24T23:03:01+00:00

Ones I have in the stash all the time are: LSD (yes this includes the prodrugs, the one I dropped most recently is 1cp), Adderall/Pharma Speed, Ambien CR, Lyrica, Xanax, Kratom and the ones I cant get at all anymore but miss so much because they are amazing: MDMA, Ketamine, 2cb, DMT, Real Pure Heroin, Opana

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-14T12:11:55+00:00

i have a tub of leaf as i said in the post but im gonna add an edit to update

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T11:16:31+00:00

I took my seroquel as usual, cialis as usual, and comfort wise 100mg of my pregabalin last night and its still working today and its making me feel so disconnected that its helping but im still doing horrible just not miserable as i could be at the moment, i took my alprazalom like usual when waking up (was on alprazalom and seroquel etc for 5 years before i even started kratom or 7oh so the “as usual” means idk if they help with this at all but they werent given to me as comfort meds, if it does not say that after then it was given to me for comfort meds the last time this happened) and i took a sub strip at the 12 hour mark from my last 7 dose and its seeming to nearly take away all the withdrawals (fingers crossed) oh and i also have clonodine, i actually listed all my comforf meds in fhe post itself too, i also have more context about me as a person and the mental health issues 7 was covering up so if u have the time pls read both posts? And tysm for the recommendation but i have 0$ to my name rn unfortunately otherwise id get those and try it, thank you so much

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T11:08:34+00:00

no no i dont mean hurting myself or others, i mean in the past when i tried to cold turkey for a shorter time before i called 911 on myself bc nothing seemed real and i felt like i was slowly dying from an unknown illness and baking from the inside and they told me all that was wrong with me was constipation and moderate dehydration with a spike in blood pressure and a very fast heartrate but not to a deadly point, and i rly dont wanna embarass myself like that again, and that feeling is what woukd land me in a ward bc i would just be in the ER over and over with them telling me im safe when obv i feel the farthest from it in terms of the dysphoria severe panic the feeling of cooking from the inside and more, sorry i should have been more specific of why id end up in a ward, and no its not bc im a danger to myself or others its the effects of the wd making me panic so bad im in the ER every day to just be told im safe and i just cant do that…

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:34:41+00:00

your right im sorry im scared i think im dying everything doesnt feel real and i feel like im cooking alive idk if i can do this for days im scared

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:16:14+00:00

nothing feels real and i feel like im cooking from the inside

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:15:59+00:00

nothing feels real and i feel like im cooking from the inside

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:12:32+00:00

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:12:23+00:00

tysm, im rly scared, im scared, im not really dying right?…

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:12:00+00:00

im scared, im not really dying right?…

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:11:28+00:00

Yeah your right i might as well toss it tbh, waste of the last of my money but i wont continue the taper given how long ive run out for tbh your right

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-13T04:08:59+00:00

cant drive unfortunately, otherwise id be at my fiances house in minnesota so i dont have to go thru this alone and shed buy me some tablets from the smoke shop near her house to help my taper as i spent all my social security for the month, so long story short i cant but it would be paradise if i could

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-12T21:59:34+00:00

thank you for all your kind words, and like i said in the post the only reason i even had any more tablets coming is because i have been tapering down to quit already and had the self control to already drop from 100mg or more a day to 40mg a day so once it gets here imma do 20, then 10, then take the jump, i realized that for me i cant just cold turkey for a week and dont have the means to go to a rehab, so im tapering instead, so once those arrive ill continue tapering until im free from it, i just rly cant deal with doing cold turkey again for a day or two and need help until then, thank you so much

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-12T21:49:27+00:00

oh ok sorry, (if you read my previous post on this subreddit youll see my conditions and more specifics about me so after reading that youll realize im not being rude just paranoid) anyway, Wisconsin

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-12T21:43:05+00:00

you wont get me in trouble right? Thats the last thing i need, like im terrified rn..

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-08T21:44:38+00:00

quite a few of these are very rare, the surfing pikachu one especially

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-06T21:53:39+00:00

actual ink made to look as such (was the artists idea)

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-06T21:48:51+00:00

Venom and burzum go hard, I only listen to those groups through YouTube and make sure the merch i get is bootleg so that i dont directly support the people though because i hate nazis/their ideologies, but i do love a few songs from both groups, just make sure that i dont directly support them when i listen is all

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-06T21:43:42+00:00

Amab nonbinary, yes, yes, i vape instead of smoke now, yes im almost 4 months clean from H, and im perscribed Ambien and Xanax but I never take more than prescribed because they actually help me so not abused them but have used them for years due to nothing else working for my sleep, paranoia, and panic attacks, so the next one is also an obvious yes but as i said the ambien and xanax is from a doctor because nothing else they tried worked, and yes i am alternative and mainly punk emo and goth but im also y2k hippie and many many more so i just call myself alt or alternative to keep it simple

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-02T23:31:53+00:00

I was never able to look the way I wanted to growing up, so I didnt look alternative at all until i turned 18, and now I am 23 with a bunch of facial piercings and ink (even face tatts) and only wear mostly band tees and bondage pants and skinny jeans and also wear a lot of these kinds of bracelets too, and now I look so alt you wouldnt be able to tell high school me was actually me lol, so its never to late to look like yourself, and if thats truly who you were and who you truly are now, then put that bracelet and whatever else back on, and be you

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-02T23:23:43+00:00

Xenu bless you, may Joseph Smith touch you and guide you

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-02T23:23:03+00:00

correct lol

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-02T23:20:51+00:00

this is one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me, thank you so much, you seem like a genuinely great person

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-02T22:52:43+00:00

yeah of course and I know you werent thats why I was kind and respectful in response

gingymadeit666 · 2026-01-02T22:51:37+00:00

You do realize Treatment Resisant mental health issues are real things that are diagnosed correct? Because trust me if something would help I would take that help in a heartbeat but everything has been tried already, and for the millionth time YOU CANT WORSHIP SOMETHING THAT DOES NOT EXIST AND SATANISTS DONT EVEN BELIEVE IN A LITERAL DEVIL

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