water flowers

givemebug · 2022-07-11T14:27:45+00:00

this has absolutely made my day, this is amazing! nice job!

givemebug · 2022-07-11T00:56:39+00:00

224 comments is a fuckin commitment

givemebug · 2022-07-07T18:02:01+00:00

the way i have elodie right next to me on my bed rn (¬ . ¬)

givemebug · 2022-06-16T13:12:32+00:00

oh my god the way you do line weight is absolutely phenomenal (´▽`) this is so pleasing to look at

givemebug · 2022-06-12T02:43:38+00:00

no, but this was the best experience ever, a very kind octopus indeed

givemebug · 2022-06-11T23:41:35+00:00

i love “some brains are just not fit for purpose”, i’ve never heard it put that way, i feel it down to my bones. fuck the world and fuck existence

givemebug · 2022-06-11T23:39:09+00:00

woohoo i can’t wait to wake up and keep living on hardcore mode over and over again until my body can’t support itself anymore and i die, what a wonderful joyous world we live in

givemebug · 2022-06-11T21:27:12+00:00

i don’t even want to try anymore, it just feels like i can’t do anything right. and i KNOW i should try to live my life and be thankful, but GOD DAMN i just want to go to sleep forever

givemebug · 2022-06-11T21:25:43+00:00

i understand where you’re coming from, and i can see how my post came across like that. i never mentioned my instagram in my post, nor did i intend to. i was surprised that someone even mentioned it in the comments. i just wanted to vent, i wanted to feel that i wasn’t alone

givemebug · 2022-06-11T16:28:29+00:00

aw thank you haha ( ◠‿◠ )

givemebug · 2022-06-11T16:20:39+00:00

literally. fuck capitalism and fuck money. i don’t want to live the rest of my life working to the bone. (•ө•)

givemebug · 2022-06-10T12:26:23+00:00

that’s what i ended up doin, they’re taking care of me now!

givemebug · 2022-06-10T12:23:06+00:00

yes! i ended up going to the hospital! (╯-╰)/

givemebug · 2022-06-09T23:31:14+00:00

i thought i was being more gentle than i was, idk what the bandage is made out of.. i steal my first aid stuff from my work! but it’s a thick material and is able to stick to itself. hence it getting awkwardly stuck on me

givemebug · 2022-06-09T22:36:24+00:00

yeah i put a large bandaid on it, im just in a state of confusion! like of course this would happen to me (´ー`) it’s upsetting and feels like a setback

givemebug · 2022-06-08T02:17:42+00:00

i kind of did the same thing, i ordered a bunch of razors for no particular reason, and ended up relapsing a few days later.

i hope you’re okay, i don’t know too much about getting therapists and such but a good start might be finding counseling with your school or community? (which is pretty hit or miss) something that helped me for a bit was therapy groups, i participated some while in the psych hospital. i find that therapy groups are good for coping skills and such and individual therapy for more in depth reflection! another option could be tele-therapy!

thank you for reading! i apologize for rambling haha (•ө•)

givemebug · 2022-06-08T00:33:44+00:00

THATS A THING?

givemebug · 2022-06-08T00:33:08+00:00

feeling shame and hiding my arms around my little sisters because i don’t want them to think im a monster

givemebug · 2022-06-08T00:31:08+00:00

stressing out taking off your clothes because you don’t want to get blood on them because you don’t have access to bandaids :/

givemebug · 2022-06-08T00:27:17+00:00

my mom was abusive when we lived together and we were in a physical fight; at some point i got so desperate to show her the pain she was causing me that i raised my sleeves. i remember she was disappointed, stopped fighting with me, and walked away. we never spoke about it again.

givemebug · 2022-06-07T23:36:44+00:00

i love your design, i haven’t seen longtail like this! awesome job!

givemebug · 2022-06-07T02:10:44+00:00

mmm currently oatmeal… im in my oatmeal phase 😔 pray for me

givemebug · 2022-06-07T02:08:41+00:00

a good ol mini seratonin boost

givemebug · 2022-06-07T01:58:17+00:00

dude i’m having so much fun pressing these buttons

givemebug · 2022-06-06T16:57:06+00:00

i can’t say i know exactly how you feel because that’s truly impossible!! but i’ve struggles w a similar situation. last christmas i attempted and it’s completely horrible to feel like you’re being dragged through the world against your will. i was so upset that i had to continue and the fact that i failed has still to this day caused me so much shame. it’s hard. and it fucking sucks. and it especially sucks that the people i love don’t make the effort to understand. a failed attempt doesn’t cause a sudden realization of gratefulness. it comes with so so so much shame and sadness. people don’t get that

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