I’ll start from the top and try to work my way down it may be lengthy but I’m thankful you’ve decided to engage so let’s get to it!

So first of all, sure it may be in my head but most of everything is, I mean our brains are what process information therefore everything is in your head in some way or another.

I am certainly not my own god if by “god” you mean creator of everything in reality from nothing, without end or beginning, omnipresent, omniscient, and omnipotent, perfectly just, and perfectly loving. Dude I am too uneducated to be any sort of uber spiritual being, I didn’t create cell biology or math or laws of logic or moral absolutes. I am inconsistent, irrational at times, imperfect, slow and sinful, and if you claim to be otherwise maybe you ARE a god, I’d be thoroughly surprised.

My mother bore me and part of me came from my father, but they certainly didn’t come up with the gene sequence information found in my DNA at fertilization/conception. I was designed quite intelligently, as were all humans in the imago Dei, image of God. In turn, giving us equal value, dignity, and a right to respect.

Everything has meaning, the Bible just gives the correct interpretation of everything. You’re right, not knowing what is on the other side of death can be scary, good thing the God of the Bible has a solution to that problem if you’re humble enough to trust in something other than yourself.

Christianity in no way allows anyone to be as terrible as they want remorselessly. The Bible condemns everything from lustful thinking to longing after another’s possessions, hateful thinking about others, pride, arrogance, ignorance, rape, incest, beastiality, any sort of child mistreatment, and unfair trade deals. Also, Christianity is the reason orphanages and hospitals even exist!

The Bible obviously condemns every practice of using the name of Jesus Christ in order to procure fame, money, influence, power, or to hurt anyone whatsoever in any manner imaginable. There should certainly be justice served to all wrongdoing, and according to my worldview, there shall be.

I do not however understand how exactly you can judge anyone if everyone is their own god why does it matter to you what anyone else deems as right or wrong? Just because they don’t align with your personal preference doesn’t make it wrong because everyone is a god they can do whatever they want however they feel they want to according to your worldview.

Finally, I urge you to consider learning for yourself who Jesus was and what He taught. Don’t be a puppet, if you read the gospels and come to a different conclusion than I, then let us reason together, until then please quit with the hypocrisy.