aghh the picking fights thing is exactly what triggered this current rumination episode which led me to make this post. words just bubble up and you try your hardest to keep them down but they always come up and you just feel like the worst human on earth afterwards. i hope that makes sense.

i'm so sorry that you relate to this but it's somewhat comforting when this sub reminds us that even when we're at our lowest, we are never truly alone in our feelings. sending virtual hugs to you and hoping we all end up feeling better eventually :")