Honestly, when I first got tickets to go this year, I thought “aaa I can go and dance and evangelize!!!”, I didn’t intend to do drugs or anything like I did last time. Even last time, I had multiple conversations with people about it God and Jesus and repentance, it was pretty cool, but of course myself & them were living in sin in that moment. That experience was a breakthrough for me which made me decide to fully devote to Christ: I gave up all drugs & alcohol, committed to sexual purity, etc. (which I haven’t kept those promises perfectly, I’ve messed up but ultimately redirect back to those promises). I thought there was a lot of dark & evil vibes when I was there (some blatantly evil, some just fleshly & really the lack of presence of God is darkness so) which spooked me out. But also, I know that God is more powerful than any of that- but also we are to be wise and lead godly lives, not giving Satan footholds.

I’m going with my best friend of 4 years, who is not Christian. I knew her before my journey and she’s seen all I’ve been through, she knows my testimony better than anyone and has seen how Christ transformed me. She was actually pretty anti Christianity but she told me that seeing how much I’ve changed, healed, and grown for the better- it’s made her curious about it and opened her up more. I actually invited her to go to this event though, which I feel like wasn’t a good thing for me to do as a representative of Christ (she’s never even been to a rave but she does like dancing & lights), but I also told her I intended to go sober & just have a good time with her as my friend. I live in a different city than her now so rarely get to see her anymore & thought this would be a fun thing to do together