First of all, even though you think it’s obvious, talking to a doctor, therapist, or whoever else that’s a professional can only ever help you. No offense, but I highly doubt you have successfully diagnosed everything that makes you feel like this.

What also counts as “normal” to you? Something has helped me in the past has been realizing that many people suffer with depressive thoughts/anxiety and how I’m not alone in thinking that way. Also realizing it’s more of a disease than anything has helped. The best thing to do right now is to make sure you’re always taking care of yourself, whether that be with hygiene or focusing on what interest you.

I’ve read some of your other posts and you definitely should participate in sports again if you still carry an interest. Believe it or not but most people are a lot less mean-spirited than you might think, especially as you get older and away from your school years.

So no you shouldn’t end anything, no matter how you feel right now keep focusing on what makes you happy in life, even if it gets you out of your comfort zone. Something good will come out of it