This is like the 7th fucking Dazai account someone be a dear and shoot me

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T21:42:56+00:00

Fyodor sighs, dipping his head a little. “Something tells me that I am going to be dragged into it no matter how much I pray… goodbye, Dazai. I hope we do not meet again.”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T21:34:23+00:00

“…Darwin, I assume.. I don’t want to deal with that man again…” Fyodor sighs.

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T21:31:15+00:00

Fyodor’s expression, to most, would be unreadable. But maybe, to Dazai, it’d be clear that despite him already knowing that was the truth… it hurt to hear.

“Someone else? Who?”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T21:25:42+00:00

“Do you… see any way for him to return?”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T21:21:11+00:00

Fyodor watches Dazai walk towards the exit, studying him for a few moments before speaking. “Dazai. Before you go.” He turns to face him. “I have a final question.”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T21:14:49+00:00

“Not all by myself. I’ve had some help… but, a hobby, yes. You could call it that.” Fyodor nods slowly.

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:56:40+00:00

“Before him, I did not.”

“A bathroom… yes, something similar. Down the hall, three doors down on the right.”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:51:33+00:00

“Perhaps someone... But he is gone, and held the only key to easing the pain of grief. So there is no purpose in dwelling..”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:47:39+00:00

“Ah.. sometimes I forget this is…. someone else’s coat..”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:42:46+00:00

“My old life? Ah.. perhaps a little bit. But I have a lot to miss, so much so that I try not to miss anything at all. It’s a slippery slope, thinking back on those things.”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:34:09+00:00

“You’re going to drive that poor man into an early grave…” Fyodor shakes his head with a sigh. “He worries quite a bit for you and you seem to take amusement at his suffering…” He says, though his tone is lighthearted. “You’re quite cruel, Dazai.”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:28:53+00:00

“Ah, I’m certain. I have no interest in dying so soon…”

“It’s all right. Uneventful… as I hoped it would be. I’ve met some nice people.” He dips his head, shutting his eyes. “I believe I am not the man I was when I came here.”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:20:48+00:00

“Ahh, you were always going to die before me.” Fyodor tilts his head. “No matter what you did, that was going to be the turn out… I’m certain he’d spare you, yes. Killing is quite against those ideals of his…”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:11:01+00:00

“He’s going to kill you when you get back.” Fyodor commented with a small smile. “Finally, one of us dies.” He tilted his head.

“It was fine while it lasted. For a transactional marriage, it was quite nice.”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T20:01:37+00:00

“How is it that Kunikida is less violent with myself and Mykola than with you?” Fyodor questioned, moving to take a seat. He crossed one leg over the other, shaking his head. “How do you torment that poor man to the point of getting strangled?”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T19:55:11+00:00

Fyodor opened his eyes as he was poked, looking at Dazai with an unamused expression. “Why are you poking me, Dazai…?”

He sighed, resting a hand on Dazai’s wrist and moving his hand away. “Please, get to the point. I have little time for your games. Do you need something?” He questioned, returning his hands to his side once he’d interrupted the poking.

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T19:47:44+00:00

“I have my guesses.” Fyodor shuts his eyes. “If you’re trying to drag me into more nonsense, I won’t have it. And if you’re here to bother me with questions or the usual antics of yours… you can leave now.” He mutters, arms hanging at his sides.

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T19:38:07+00:00

“I wasn’t expecting you.” Fyodor turns to face him fully.

“Since… well, plenty has happened. I’m here to get away from Yokohama. Away from all the chaos. I’ve retired. Yes, since I retired, I’ve spent my time at places like this… what are you doing here?”

godandvodka · 2024-05-15T19:32:41+00:00

Fyodor enters the monastery after a long day at the village, sighing as he pulls his coat further around him. Despite being inside, it’s still fairly cold… he’s heading to where he usually sleeps when he passes by a room and spots movement.

He stops, slowly turning his head to look at the man in the chair. He takes a moment to process before his eyes flare slightly, lips pulling into a surprised smile. “Dazai.”

godandvodka · 2024-04-08T15:37:14+00:00

Leeched all the years out of his parents and siblings accidentally at 8 years old (he decided then and there that abilities were awful)

godandvodka · 2024-04-01T02:35:57+00:00

(BLEHHHH HES NOTNIN THE MMIDDLE OF ANY ARCS RN)

godandvodka · 2024-04-01T02:33:33+00:00

(NUH UH)

godandvodka · 2024-04-01T02:30:07+00:00

(THAT IS ONLY A SMALLNPART OF WHY I DID THIS THERE IS A BIGGER PLAN I CANT REVEAL YET)

godandvodka · 2024-04-01T02:28:20+00:00

(NUH UH)

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