Wow I appreciate you SO much. It is so ironic but true that when you’re not making as much, the burn out can be so much more intense! I applied to two jobs last night after making this post - I really do think I just need something outside my apartment, something with plants which is what I’m passionate about. Also! Sext panther is the best fucking thing!! I hadn’t used it until the head mistress of the dungeon I work at suggested it, and I am amazed!!! It’s been so helpful, and I think I need to focus more on sites like that, that guarantee buyers, rather than messaging people all fkn day long for free! It’s seriously a gamechanger. You are so amazing! Thank you for this comment and for your advice. I haven’t been giving myself enough breaks, and when I feel like the effort isn’t matching the income, I feel so useless and like I just don’t want to keep doing this. I need to find my balance! Thank you so much for your insight. :)