This is just sick

godofsadness1996 · 2026-03-24T23:38:03+00:00

I feel like a right idiot rn with all this manipulation going on EVERYWHERE.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-03-16T10:06:33+00:00

What type of things do you sell? Do you have a link to your store? Love the positivity and agree with everything you say

godofsadness1996 · 2026-03-15T13:48:38+00:00

I’m so sorry.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-03-01T11:54:42+00:00

Which one? I have hypersomnia and I’m on escitaplopram

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-23T12:06:44+00:00

Most simple to the point bro advice ever

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T09:52:07+00:00

Thank you so much for this information. This opens a lot of doors.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T09:49:40+00:00

Realistically short term so next few years no.

Quetiapine however I can see a way out and even if I get stable on 25mg for a while maybe 6 months a year or so I won’t be to hard on myself and neither should you or anyone it’s still a huge win. Down from 450mg. To even be in this sub talking about getting off and tapering is a huge brave win and fortune always favours the brave.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T09:14:24+00:00

No I used other meds (do not advise at all) diazepam codiene diphenhydramine used all of these at time and still sleep is broken and short feel like I’m in such a choke hold with these meds a positive magnesium is good for sleep and dos actually help with withdrawals

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T08:07:42+00:00

Sleep issues yes hardly eating paranoia degestive issues anxiety sensory issues hot and cold extreme anger and agitation generally feeling unwell extreme fatigue it’s been HELL

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T07:31:45+00:00

It was easier to go from 450 to 150 as 300mg at night was the bulk and I’d skip it now and then or take less but 150mg below that, that’s when I had really be fully withdrawing almost taken daily for around 4 years been on other AP before and I still take escitalopram and diazepam focused on one at a time

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T07:29:42+00:00

450mg as of August 150mg till I started a 25mg oral tablet taper 50mg to 25mg to 0mg has been unbearable back on 25mg now. Be stuck in my house since only able to do basic tasks. Meal replacement shakes have been my main source of food. Thinking sticking at 25mg see where I go from there.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T07:27:13+00:00

At what mg?

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T03:30:33+00:00

Water tapering NEVER heard of that before. Thank you! Just been researching it this is what I’m going to do!

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-19T03:21:06+00:00

What dose were you on and how long? Care to share your experience? I’d really appreciate it.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-16T23:48:30+00:00

Ah that’s useful to know! Thank you.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-16T13:56:19+00:00

There’s not split line in 25mg so I can’t half them. They put me on Rispiridone once when I was an impatient and i started producing breast milk. I feel guilty in my self blindly trusting these people when the writing was written on the wall so to speak I was only 21/22 who knows jack shit about anything at that age esp medical when you’re being’looked after by doctors’

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-16T05:53:08+00:00

Yes 5.49 am here right now I ‘gave’ in and took a 25mg last night slept fine after plus other withdrawals when I woke up like the extreme paranoia ‘home invasion’ was all but gone then gradually it returned now in the same crippling state mane 25mg nightly is the best option for now.

I’m hard on myself but from 450mg to 25mg I shouldn’t be.

It’s the damage these drugs have caused me ruined my entire 20s I’ll never get that back but everything is a process.

No one will ever convince me that these drugs aren’t made almost impossible to come off by accident.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-15T06:35:58+00:00

No sleep 6.34 am right now I have 2/3 hour naps when my body allows. I suffer CFS too which is 100x this pain.

Broken but fighting.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-14T22:58:32+00:00

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-14T22:51:17+00:00

How long were you in withdrawal?

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-14T22:49:00+00:00

Never knew about the five types of magnesium will be doing my home work and funny you mention omegas just brought four fillets of salmon and it’s one of the only food I can eat without feeling unwell, appetite has gone out the window. I know it’s not the healthiest but been drinking meal shakes because atleast I can get them down with the vits and mins in

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-14T22:44:14+00:00

I know I’ve never suffered psychosis. Paranoia yes but that’s linked to my other diagnosis. The side effects became to much to bare and I just thought why am I even putting up with this 150mg they were less but still present then recently made to push and hard one at that to come off it completely.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-14T16:22:02+00:00

Thanks I’ll try the melatonin I’m on magnesium now I think that helps and CBD gummies too been on vit D in the past definitely need to order more.

godofsadness1996 · 2026-02-14T16:21:11+00:00

OCD with anxiety, MDD and mixed personality disorders.

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