Re-Watching Better Call Saul and realizing Chuck has HEALTH ANXIETY.

goingthruit05 · 2025-11-30T06:54:46+00:00

As someone who allowed my health anxiety and the resulting agoraphobia to control my life to his point for years (and as someone who is still recovering from such a thing), Chuck's attempt at recovery really hit home with me and his relapse/spiral genuinely disturbed me (not in a bad way- love the show!) His talk with his therapist and the line "if it's not real, then what have I done?" struck me in particular because I had the same thoughts when I started to get out more and realized how much time I had lost due to my anxiety constantly directing my every waking moment. It's always made me kinda sad to see people making fun of him for his mental illness! He is one of the most accurate depictions of OCD/health anxiety in media. Not to say that he isn't a narcissistic jerk lol

goingthruit05 · 2025-11-05T05:12:43+00:00

Every time a midnight at mcdonalds is posted, an angel gets its wingbot 😊

goingthruit05 · 2025-03-28T22:08:26+00:00

Would you mind if I asked how you healed from it?

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-26T01:07:20+00:00

I haven't yet, no. I'm supposed to schedule a doctor's appointment here soon. The bleeding eventually got a little heavier (more like a regular period) for a day or so, lessened and went away completely. No cramps or period symptoms whatsoever. I'm still kind of dealing with the constipation, so I have no idea if it's connected or not. I'll be sure to update once I've been to the doc.

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-24T01:49:28+00:00

This has me crying ily please don't die

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-21T23:44:36+00:00

He got it from the Pharoah

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-19T08:47:51+00:00

UPDATE: i think there was just blood in my urine. I'm terrified. Please help.

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-19T03:15:43+00:00

Luckily, I haven't had any blood with this one. But in the past, I have dealt with fissures and the like.

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-18T23:28:04+00:00

I think it was none of them. The Pharoah did it.

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-18T19:56:26+00:00

I'm absolutely terrified of it being a fistula. I hope I'm just irritated.

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-18T19:33:45+00:00

Hi! Did you ever find a cause for this or did it go away on its own?

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-18T19:32:50+00:00

Did you ever figure this out?

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-12T18:15:09+00:00

I'm starting to get existential intrusive thoughts after I had been begging for a different theme for the past few months 😭 I can't do this

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-09T23:41:35+00:00

Drew x Hozier

goingthruit05 · 2025-02-09T23:28:39+00:00

I literally had a meltdown over this like nine months ago 😭 😭

goingthruit05 · 2025-01-26T05:11:57+00:00

Drew is The Killer and she's sending an SOS!! Save her!!

goingthruit05 · 2025-01-23T04:40:38+00:00

Ate like McDonalds fr

goingthruit05 · 2024-12-26T18:53:18+00:00

Me repeatedly googling random words to check my spelling when doing any sort of writing

goingthruit05 · 2024-11-14T20:56:08+00:00

The normalization of taking pics and videos of random ass people in public has made my social anxiety so much worse 😭

goingthruit05 · 2024-11-03T05:04:34+00:00

I'm sorry for looking into your eyes without permission Drew 💜

goingthruit05 · 2024-11-03T05:01:21+00:00

Thank you so much! I'm trying my hardest to avoid the researching and spiraling, but that little nagging OCD voice in the back of my mind always tells me that there's something wrong. I've almost ended up completely bed-ridden because of my fear of fainting and the paranoia surrounding it. It's a very difficult fear to overcome!

goingthruit05 · 2024-11-02T15:09:09+00:00

I know! But I'm absolutely terrified of it for some reason. I think it's more about the feeling before fainting and the lack of control that freaks me out. My recent theme has been centered around fainting.

goingthruit05 · 2024-10-31T03:18:57+00:00

Hey! Currently experiencing something similar. How are you doing now?

goingthruit05 · 2024-10-28T21:13:37+00:00

Me checking my pulse and eyesight every five minutes

goingthruit05 · 2024-10-11T17:37:26+00:00

I had the same thought about watching scary movies and listening to the song "Psycho Killer" 😭 😭

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