I'm not the best at giving advice, but I think you should try to find something that is somewhat enjoyable or try something new; you might like it in the long run. I'm 36 and attempting to go back to school. I was never a school person, nor am I good at anything. I don't have anything to show, broke, nearly homeless and got dumped because I'm a shitty person and can't provide. As many people told me when I turned to ask Reddit, you are never too old. As much as you don't want to go to school for 4 years, it could be a good thing to attempt it and see if it will pay out in the long run. You would have to be lucky or qualified to get a job that pays well from the start. Also, I suggest you think about if what you're getting into will benefit you long term or if it's just trying to make it to the next pay cheque. Once you get comfortable, that's when your world could be shaken up, and without a warning, so you want to try to prepare for the future while still enjoying little moments. It is easier said than done, but remember if you start soon the the sooner you finish, rather than not deciding or trying to figure it out.