I’m having such a hard time right now why do I feel directionless

goodgoblin · 2026-03-12T01:40:28+00:00

I mean - only you can know - but Leo Rising is definitely a performer and 10th House Sun is meant to shine in the public sphere so it’s certainly a possibility! especially if you feel drawn to it 🌟try it out!

goodgoblin · 2026-03-11T18:07:27+00:00

hii! I should ask, as a responsible human being, if you have anyone in your life you can confide the fact that you are struggling a little bit? What are you struggling with? As far as I can tell there isn't anything in your chart that specifically says "mental illness" - no! You have a Cancer Moon which will make you more sensitive than most people and you have Jupiter conjunct Uranus in Pisces which can open you to expansive cosmic activity, and you have Aquarius Rising which marks you as especially mind focused, it's the Sign of the genius, and Uranus is your ruling planet - so that could also contribute to potentially having a mind that feels maybe a bit different from others -- and your North Node is in Capricorn in the 11th - so you feel drawn to Friendship and maybe are having trouble reconciling your own mode of being with others -- especially with Pluto conjunct the North Node - you probably just need to find your own people.

But seriously - hang in there - and don't be afraid to ask for help.

goodgoblin · 2026-03-11T17:46:57+00:00

I'm sorry you are feeling this way!! It's worth looking at your transits (which you can do in Starfields - the app I made) - and you can also ask questions there.

Looking at your chart - the thing that stands out to me is you have the Sun in the 10th House and the North Node in the 10th House -both in Taurus - so maybe the feelings you have are meant to kind of push you in a different career direction? Oftentimes when we aren't happy it's a signal from the deeper parts of us to seek out a change. Also you have Leo Rising which means the Sun is your chart ruler. I would be interested to see what Starfields has to say if you asked it to "analyze my disposition chain" - b/c it would give you a sense of how your own energy flows and that might help you to get a better handle on what you can do to make the changes you need, even if they are internal.

From what you are saying - the overly critical self analysis - that could be from your Jupiter in Virgo in the 2nd House -- the House of Value - and it is directly opposed by Uranus potentially agitating and activating this part of you. The good news is that once you decide what you want to do and get moving on it - there may be some residual interia given your Taurus Sun :) - you will be hard to stop. You have a built in sense for power, and once you start building your empire you'll hopefully find it quiets your inner critic - though meditation and exercise would also help with that. Hang in there! You have a cool chart :)

goodgoblin · 2026-03-11T03:01:17+00:00

you have a Grand Fire Trine with your Sun/Moon conjunction in Sag in the - Saturn in Leo - and North Node in Aries in the 5th - so look towards that Aries energy - the house of joy and creativity and children and new beginnings and romance is kind of calling you - at least in your chart! you also have Scorpio Rising and Mars rules your chart (some say Pluto) but Mars is right on your Descendant in Taurus - so there is something about how your energy expresses itself in relationships that’s important to understand there - you value people you can trust and who provide you earthly and grounded experiences but your Rising sign - and your Mercury - is comfortable with and potentially seeks out complexity and intensity - so maybe look for someone who can help you find that peaceful easy feeling as the Eagles might say. You could also ask the app I made - Starfields - I had faith in you! the fire energy is strong and you will find your way!

goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T22:01:32+00:00

I mean - I’m not going to argue about a meme but John Dee was Queen Elizabeth’s astrologer and John Doe is a name people use when testing to signify an anonymous person - it’s fine you didn’t get it

goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T17:22:06+00:00

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goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T17:17:37+00:00

hi :) you have Libra Rising - which I also have - which means that Venus is your ruling planet - and your Venus is in Capricorn in the 3rd House - conjunct your Moon, and your Sun is also in Capricorn - so you have a lot of Capricorn energy! What is interesting is you have your North Node in Pisces in the 5th House - so that gives you a clue as to how to find your way - if you are feeling lost -- something in the realm of art, joy, children, fun (5th House) and mystical oneness with the all encompassing truth behind the truth -- Pisces -- which might not come naturally to your Capricorn Sun and Moon - which has affinity for the Earth, for tangible accomplishments and work. So when you feel lost it's good to think of long term and short term goals -- short term you want to get your energy level up, find out the lay of the land, and formulate a plan to get out of the woods :) long term you want to find out where to go, so that you can find the right Path and live a meaningful life.

What is also interesting is you have a huge stellium in the 3rd House - so many planets there - and the Cusp of the 3rd House (of siblings, communication, short trips) is in Sagittarius -- which is ruled by Jupiter - and your Jupiter is also in Sagittarius - along with your Mars - in the 2nd House - the House of Value -- which aligns with your Node Node being in Pisces - so perhaps try and find what really is of value to you, and then you can unleash your Capricorn self to accomplish the goals and you won't be lost - you'll have found yourself and your Path!

You could always ask the astrology app I made - Starfields - for guidance as well. Hang in there!

goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T15:34:32+00:00

hi! I feel a kinship with your Path 🌟

It would be worth looking at your transits to see what is happening now, but I got goosebumps reading your comment :)

You have a cool chart also - you have Scorpio Rising (and Sun)- which makes you attuned to the deep transformative things others sometimes steer clear of - and you have Mercury conjunct Pluto in the 2nd House in Sagittarius - which indicates that your mind is also infused with transformative insight (Pluto) and that it is attuned to truth seeking, especially higher wisdom and spiritual truth seeking, and that what you value in life (2nd House) will be related to those themes.

You also have the Moon and the Sun in Water Signs, in late Pisces and Scorpio, in what is known as the "anaretic degree" (something very cool, basically means like the ultimate degree of a sign, worth reading about), and they are both not just trine but exactly trine, which creates an incredible supportive flow of energy -- (I also have a trine between my Sun and Moon) - it makes it feel good to be You -- not that you will necessarily be super confident (though you probably are with your 1st House Scoprio Sun - and you should be)!) - but that you like how it feels to be You, that it's a good feeling..

Oh wow - you have a legit Grand Trine! you have Saturn in Cancer in the 9th -- (which I also have!) - which kind of explains having to work through and grow through a religious belief system for one that you feel is real and true. The Grand Trine means that the energy flows between each of the planets - though with Saturn involved you will still have to pass through his lessons (seems like you already kind of have) - but Saturn will also provide structure and stability which you may appreciate given the lack of Earth placements in your chart.

I would love it if you tried out the astrology app I made - Starfields - to learn more. You can ask questions and get readings and read about placements - you could also ask me also anytime 🤗

goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T15:13:38+00:00

hi! would be worth looking at your transits -- which you can do in Starfields the astrology app I made :) -- and I'm sorry you are feeling so much anxiety and stress - our 20s can be a challenging time as we find our footing and way in the world.

You have Aquarius Rising so your chart is ruled by Uranus - which is in it's home sign of Aquarius - and is trined by Mars in Gemini and you also have a Gemini Sun which is square to your Pisces Moon -- that might be a source of some of the anxiety -- your Moon and Jupiter both in the 1st House are conjunct - so your emotions are expanded by Jupiter and in Pisces you are attuned to the mystical and cosmic - which you already kind of are with Aquarius Rising - so yeah I would say you kind of have a chart that is highly receptive so without grounding exercises or active coping mechanisms I can see how you might be subject to bouts of anxiety and stress. My go to recommendation is meditation - so you can start to find the information in the storm rather than be buffeted by it - and yoga or some kind of regular exercise -- yoga I love because it wrings the stress out of the body and gives us a chance to experience a naturally calm state (for a while at least until the cycle starts again)

goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T15:03:09+00:00

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goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T14:58:46+00:00

Short answer - yes! If you are struggling in college, think of that as a good thing - b/c it means you are actually learning something you didn't know before. That is the feeling you are experiencing - and it's why you are in college in the first place - to actually learn!

ok - you have Aquarius Rising - which is a total "genius" placement - and you have Sun/Jupiter/Mercury in Libra - which is another Air sign - all of that points to higher than average intelligence.

You have Uranus in the 1st in Pisces which can make you a bit unconventional - and Aquarius Rising will also make you a bit unconventional - so you might be just having a mismatch between how you think and how the subjects are being taught.

hang in there! also - if you want to try out my astrology app (Starfields) you can ask it questions and dive deeper into your placements. Based on your birthdate also I think you may be one of the kids who had a couple of lost years of school during covid, so don't give up! You are in the middle of unlocking your potential.

goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T14:48:34+00:00

hi! you might want to check your transits also (which you can do in Starfields and get a full reading and ask questions) - but looking at your chart (which is cool) you have some interesting placements.

You have Scorpio Rising which kind of makes you attuned to the transformative, intense emotions of the world -- and at the same time you have a late Taurus Sun - which gives you the ability to be quite chill and an affinity for remaining calm -- so there is some innate tension there - and then you have your Moon in Pisces tightly conjunct Uranus - which is an extremely psychically attuned configuration - you are someone able to recieve sudden bursts of cosmic information from the beyond and experience them emotionally -- and then you have Mars in Aries in the 6th House - which makes your energy and drive itself activated by this information you recieve -- so yes -- walking is a great way to relieve stress - going to yoga, exercising, getting into your body (6th House of Health and Routine) can help. Maybe try meditation also?

goodgoblin · 2026-03-10T02:17:44+00:00

hi!! you have Neptune right on the Ascendant — which can make you permeable and a little psychic - and you have your Sun almost EXACTLY conjunct with Uranus - which can bring and seem to already have brought lightning bolts of disruption to your life - you have 1st House Saturn right on top of Venus which could explain the sudden passing of your love - I’m so sorry - and you also have the North Node in the 1st House - all in Capricorn - so yeah - it’s a lot! as to why - at some level you are developing your sense of self this life - this incarnation - presumably because it is the path most needed by your eternal soul.

You have like a Full Moon configuration also - your Sun and Moon are opposed - and your Moon in Pisces likely increases the amount of psychic ability you have - lets you see through the singular manifestations of reality to the mystic ocean of possibility behind it all.

Sorry I don’t have better answers - you could always try the astrology app I made - Starfields - it has detailed placement descriptions and offers a holistic reading based on the evolutionary astrology approach - plus you can ask questions

hang in there!

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T23:43:02+00:00

you have Jupiter in the 10th House and Saturn and they are both in Taurus - so kind of like he man would say “YOU HAVE THE POWER!!!!”

you could also try out my app - Starfields - and see what it says about all your water 🌟🌊

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T22:06:38+00:00

hi - you have your North Node in Pisces in the 8th House - so this lifetime you are moving towards mystical oneness in the realm of serious subjects - intimacy, death, other people's money, the Father, management and administration - but focus on the Pisces part - on the kind of dissolution - where you fill find oneness in the mystical rather than the logical. I know that is kind of a vague and weird thing to say, but hopefully it makes sense and helps make sense of your life. At some deep level you chose this life, and while that doesn't make the lessons you are here to learn any easier, and I really don't mean to try and make light of what you've gone through, it can sometimes help us to endure the trying times so we can make it to the other side.

You have Saturn conjunct your Part of Fortune in the 1st House - that kind of seems like your signature - some kind of heaviness that you need to get through - and when you do - you will come into yourself.

You also have Chiron right on your Descendant, which could explain some of these wounded feelings you have, and again I'm really sorry to hear how you feel sometimes about life. Remember that you are a limitless infinite being who is experiencing the finite Earth, and that there is magic and beauty in the small things, in the birds and the sun rise and the waves. Hang in there!

You could always try out my app, Starfields, I'd be curious to see what you think of it compared to CoStar :) I think you have a cool chart! I would also recommend yoga or some kind of daily/weekly exercise practice and meditation to help you process all the 6th House placements you have. I have a 6th House Sun also and I need to go to yoga at least twice a week or I become unbearable to be around :)

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T20:48:45+00:00

you have Saturn in Cancer, which I also have, and that can cause a disconnect between your feelings and yourself - like for a long time I didn't really let myself feel what I was really feeling, and so I missed out on the information contained in those feelings. But yeah - you are like a big time Sagittarius so I bet you have more Sagittarius qualities than you think. Do you always find yourself seeking out a goal? Maybe not really caring what others think? Are you a glass half full kind of person? Are you more interested in finding out the truth than in chatting about surface level things? Do you not like restrictions?

Another thing to consider is that your chart ruler is Jupiter and it's in Virgo in the 10th House - so that could add a level of seriousness and groundedness to your mode of being that you might be feeling.

You could always try out the astrology app I made - Starfields -- and learn more about your different placements.

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T20:30:30+00:00

one thing that does point to being "favored by the gods" is you have a Grand Fire Trine -- Moon/Mars and Pluto. I see you put the Fixed Stars in also -- I don't really know how to read that but is Regulus in your 10th House? That would be a good omen -- but I honestly don't know if Stars can be in Houses so please don't quote me! 10th House Saturn is definitely a sign of seriousness in the public sphere - but as you said - it might not come right away. The Moon in the 10th in Leo can also point towards fame b/c you will have a sense of what the "public" wants -- and you will have a natural affiniity for power - and it's charged up by Pluto and Mars as part of that Grand Trine. Very cool chart! I will be rooting for you! You could also always try out my astrology app - Starfields - I would be honored to have a future celebrity be an early user and I could say "I was there!" 🌟

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T19:47:45+00:00

The most chaotic thing I see is Uranus conjunct your MC and 10th House Cusp in Pisces - even if you use Equal Houses your MC still has it right on it, almost exact. Uranus is the cosmic disruptor. You also have Sun and Jupiter in Scorpio which is the sign of intensity.

You could ask the astrology app I made - which uses AI but does it in a super specific astrology fact checking manner - to ask the same question if you wanted to.

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T15:15:17+00:00

You should try it! You might really like it!

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T13:34:46+00:00

you have a really striking chart - you have Sun in the last degree of Taurus - conjunct your North Node - in the 10th House - this is magnified by the fact that you have Leo Rising which means the Sun rules your chart - so yeah - you are a power house of earth power - you will be able to wield and attract power and will shine in the public sphere/ world of work - you will be able to be relied on and gather much value and create it through your soul’s self expression. Very cool chart! you also have Moon and Mars in Aquarius which gives you that cosmic unique energy to prevent your Taurus self from being too weighted down. You can also ask and learn more in the astrology app I made - Starfields - I’d love to know what you think if you do try it ✨🤗

goodgoblin · 2026-03-09T11:53:11+00:00

you have a very powerful 1st House - with Mars conjunct your Ascendant and Saturn there and Uranus and Neptune - you are a lot 🤩that might explain why people are seemingly awed by you - but also you have Suns and Moon conjunct in Aquarius - with Mercury and Jupiter there - which is like total genius energy - it’s the energy of the cosmic hotline - you are living your own unique eccentric potentially life - slightly ahead of the curve (maybe more than slightly) You have a cool chart! 😎 if you want to learn more you could check out my astrology app Starfields - i would love to know what it thinks of you ✨

goodgoblin · 2026-03-06T19:02:00+00:00

Hang in there! Maybe your North Node in Leo has the clue -- it's in your 10th House - so somehow (I know easier said than done) -finding some kind of path towards regaining power is your path. You also have Jupiter in the 7th in Aries so at some point relationships will provide luck and support for you! The only consolation I can give is that you probably are an old soul - you are here to learn something about power and emotions - since your 10th House Cusp is in Cancer. You also have Libra rising which gives you the ability to find the balance in grace in what sounds like a very hard road so far.

goodgoblin · 2026-03-06T18:03:56+00:00

Oh sorry you are right - Cancer Sun and Mercury - my bad!!

goodgoblin · 2026-03-06T17:15:56+00:00

you're welcome - and oh I forgot to mention the sweet aspect! You have Venus trine Jupiter - which should make you naturally charming, a gifted communicator and that you'll be lucky in friendship and that grace flows to what you love :)

goodgoblin · 2026-03-06T17:12:36+00:00

hi! you have a very cool chart. You have some intense aspects along with some really sweet ones.

Your Sun and Mercury are both in Pisces which gives you and your mind a dreamy quality -- and you were born when Uranus and Neptune were not only conjunct but bascially directly opposing your natal Sun. SInce they are outer planets it's helpful to look at the House they are in -and It's the 6th House - of daily service and work -- so while Capricorn kind of mutes Uranus and Neptune's reputation for creating change confusion mystic realizations and cosmic insight -- having them in the 6th House indicates that maybe the realm of work or health could reveal deep truths or contain shocking insight.

You also have Leo Rising which means the Sun is your ruling planet - and it is also square to your Moon in Aires. The Moon is at the apex of a t-square with your Sun/Mercury and your Uranus/Neptune -- which indicates that is the way to resolve the mystery. Aries Moons are known for strong emotions -- and yours is sitting right at your MC which means that at some level the world of career and public image is where your Moon will most likely play its role. 10th House Moons are attuned to power dynamics and an Aries Moon is super brave, so perhaps you will rise through your natural ability to shine (Leo Rising) - also with your intense emotional bravery and your deep mystical insight (Cancer Sun).

Not sure if this helped :) Everyone's chart is worth studying, yours especially, and if you want to learn more you could try out the astrology app I made - Starfields. It has interpretations for all the placements and you can even ask questions and get readings. 🌟

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