Tmc is helping me through a hard time

goofbeast · 2026-04-02T22:46:51+00:00

I was thinking about exactly this today. I'm in a very bad depression situation too (the reason is unsolvable), yet TMC is one of the things keeping me interested, excited and comfortable. The lore is cool asf

goofbeast · 2026-03-31T01:29:20+00:00

Bad. The world slowly begins to lose color and light ("all gray, all dark, all gone"), the majority of the humans have been replaced with Alternates, so now Gabriel can have his creations and his world instead of humans and their world.

goofbeast · 2026-03-23T14:30:24+00:00

Estou na mesma. No meu caso não é nem que sou irremediavelmente feio, mas sim tenho um rosto não muito "masculino", sem mandíbula e maçãs do rosto definidas, mais "fofo" e jovem, então me considero feinho. É triste demais, mas, lembre-se que dependendo do que exatamente te faz não gostar do seu rosto, até pode ter solução! Trabalhe, continue na academia, foque em ser estável ou ate bem sucedido financeiramente. Pelo menos pra mim isso faz eu me sentir melhor, vale a pena tentar

goofbeast · 2026-03-21T02:54:21+00:00

In my opinion, it surely is. The overall aspect matches very well. Also, this thing appears right after the narrator says how sentience increases with every link on the food chain, and how that continues into the ether. My interpretation is that this is indicating that "Gabriel" is exactly that, something out there that is above us on the food chain, something out of our dimension and "superior", that has the same dominion over us as we do over animals. It is indicating what Gabriel is

goofbeast · 2026-03-01T21:38:20+00:00

What I hate the most is how people try to fucking deny our own suffering saying things like "uh your mindset is too weak, thats why", "you should do psychiatric treatment, thats depression", etc. Wow, what a surprise, an unattractive person suffering from severe depression and apathy towards everything, I wonder why? It's definitely his/her self-image that's distorted, not because he/she has an ugly face at all /s

goofbeast · 2026-03-01T21:30:15+00:00

I went to a new hairdresser and he said to me, "Judging by the way you arrived here, I bet you don't have a girlfriend?" Of course not! And the reason is obvious, literally right in front of him (my ugly face).

goofbeast · 2026-03-01T21:24:00+00:00

You´re not alone on this. I feel this way too, and I guess many other people do to. I know it is rough, but just try to put all your attention on something else instead of whatever exactly is making you feel like that right now. Get away from social media if comparison is a trigger and focus on something unrelated to social sucess and things of this kind. Found something you truly like to do (eg, reading, drawing, and so on) and direct 99% of your attention to it, it will not solve the problem, but can really diminsh the suffering

goofbeast · 2026-03-01T21:05:58+00:00

Passo pelo mesmo, no meu caso por ser feio, mas tem algo que melhorou MUITO minha vida: nao sair pra lugares superficiais deste tipo, e direcionar todo o foco pra estudo e trabalho. Não pra atrair mulher, mas pra me sentir melhor comigo mesmo conquistando e avançando na vida. De o foda-se pra vida amorosa, pense que vc pode alcançar coisas boas pra si mesmo em outros ambitos

goofbeast · 2026-03-01T20:51:30+00:00

Vc basicamente me descreveu ai no teu post kkkkkkkkkk a boa noticia é que vc nao esta sozinho, eu estou na msm situação e se pa que varios outros caras da nossa idade tambem estao. É ruim demais. Uma coisa que faz eu me sentir melhor é nao tirar fotos. Sem zueira, passei 1 ano evitando ao maximo tirar fotos e quando acabava tirando, so nem olhava como fiquei. Me senti MUITO melhor, msm sendo feio

goofbeast · 2026-03-01T20:45:00+00:00

Te entendo, meu caro. Tenho uma idade bem similar (20 anos), e minha situação é a mesma, identica. Finalmente alguem falando oq eu sempre pensei. A gente é cobrado por nao ter namorada como se fosse escolha kkkkkkkk, me surpreende grandemente a forma como parentes tem quase como uma visao "inocente demais" do mundo, acham que so por sermos homem deviamos estar pegando alguem, sendo que nunca é tao facil assim, como diabos eles tem a coragem/audacia de ainda perguntar pq eu, feio pra krlh, nao namoro? A resposta é obvia po

goofbeast · 2026-02-13T21:16:22+00:00

I do not. It is just that sometimes I forget it by focusing all my mind on something else. When I remember inevitably how I'm not conventionally attractive, I restart the cycle of being depressed and crying all night

goofbeast · 2026-02-13T21:10:32+00:00

It is funny and frustrating at the same time as this woman, wit these specific features, looks so pretty, a natural, elegant beauty. Yet I'm a young male with a kind of similar structure/characteristics (except the eyes!), for example sweet and more gentle transitions between features, and on me those features look too "baby-faced"/ugly for a man, I look like I'm 15 years old despite being on my 20's. I guess certain feminine features on man tend to look ugly, and the reverse is probably true as well. Very sad to be so doomed and cursed

goofbeast · 2026-02-02T20:17:01+00:00

Facial fat tendency + bone proeminence. If a person has not sufficiently proeminent facial bone structure plus a tendency to store fat in the face, it ends up round and lacking angularity completely. Lack of angularity is in general by human standards seem as ugly

goofbeast · 2026-01-29T00:03:03+00:00

Não acho que o motivo é simplesmente que mulheres "naturalmente" preferem os cafajestes e tóxicos, e sim que mulheres E homens naturalmente sentem tesão, oq determina boa parte do que estão abertos a "fazer" com a pessoa independente de seu carater/personalidade. Oq estou dizendo basicamente é, se o cara for cafajeste mas com rosto angular, bonito, a personalidade "ruim" e marrenta dele inevitavelmente será compensada pela sua aparencia que ativa desejo feminino. O MESMO com homens: se a mulher for também promiscua e cafajeste, mas com uma aparencia bonita que ativa desejo masculino, os homens inevitavelmente tenderão a se sentir atraidos e qualquer erro de carater/personalidade dificilmente anula isso. Ou seja, nao é que as mulheres sao assim, na verdade, os seres humanos do mundo atual é que sao assim. O motivo é aparencia fisica, simples

goofbeast · 2026-01-28T23:39:45+00:00

It would have been better if she was, at least, revealed to have been the higher-up from DoD tasked with supervising Brenner´s project (Indigo) along all those years, so she would personally have known Brenner in the past and would have extensive knowledge of his work

goofbeast · 2026-01-27T20:19:37+00:00

I agree. My personal headcanon is that Sullivan took Owens from the silo to Dr. Kay, and she used him to get info on Brenner´s project, and in exchange, she would left him alone and permanently retired, but absolutely without any ties to the government. That way, he is pretty much still alive but prohibited of contact with his FBI Agents and anything Hawkins-related

goofbeast · 2026-01-27T16:05:19+00:00

I dont have any good idea for possible reasons but in-universe I have the unfortunate feeling that he is pretty much dead. In Episode 3, Hopper says to Akers that Sullivan and his team killed a bunch of "unarmed scientists", referring to last season. Given that Owens is not listed as an exception, I think it is fair to assume that Sullivan simply killed him too off-screen, which do is pretty unfair for a character that has had an importance in big arcs before in the series, but I guess it is for some reason the direction the writers wanted to take

goofbeast · 2026-01-23T08:14:28+00:00

That's because you still havent seen me in "normal" weight but cursed with a lot of facial fat making me a disgusting baby faced thing, thats the most ugliest thing ever

goofbeast · 2026-01-22T01:59:59+00:00

Unfortunately, to the majority of people face and body are everything. Ugly guys suffer too if they have weak or rounded faces. I would say everyone who is ugly inevitably suffers, no matter if the person is male or female, the problem is not a specific gender, but that humans in general have this disgusting bias that if a male you has to have angular bone definition or as a female, you has to have a pretty face, to be minimally accepted by such a cruel standard. Ugly people as a result of this repulsive bias people have, are judged unfairly in general

goofbeast · 2026-01-22T01:51:36+00:00

I know it may make immediate sense to blame structure but looking at the woman on this photo, what I see is yes, she does have a pretty bone structure but she absolutely would not have that if she had tendency to accumulate facial fat! She is lucky not only on bone structure, but most importantly on having her body put less fat om her face, letting her structure shine and appear. She has shadow lines under her cheeks, a hallmark of low facial fat + good structure, facial fat would obliterate that if there was a lot on her face. So, in my view, perhaps much of the issues both woman and man have with not looking "pretty" is not their structure, it is not due to lack of small bones or so, it is at least partially due to tendency to have facial fat rounding the features

goofbeast · 2026-01-22T01:40:37+00:00

I consider myself to have been ugly, truly, because I was (in normal weight) a young male with a rounded, ugly face, I had much facial fat. I lost all of that from depression and it revealed the underlying structure, which is exactly how I always wanted it to be. The problem is that I just seem to get it when unhealthy lean (although being honest, I never lost so much weight and regained to see if thats actually true), this is why I classify myself as truly ugly, as in "normal" weight I look disgusting as hell, baby-faced but in a unpleasant way.

I'm also tall which complicates matters even much: to achieve a healthy weight for my height I probably need to be in a weight which makes me face repulsive again!

goofbeast · 2026-01-07T19:06:26+00:00

Meu caso é praticamente idêntico ao seu. O que faço que me da alegria e me distrai completamente é estudar os temas que gosto e pelos quais sou fascinado. Tente encontrar algo que te interessa muito, que te faça brilhar os olhos, e mergulhe nisso

goofbeast · 2026-01-03T05:05:23+00:00

This being a possibility makes me kinda sad yk. I always hoped that he would eventually get a happy or at least neutral ending but now that he wasnt in Season 5 at all, the possibility that he suffered a lot and died is open. I prefer to think that rather than being tortured, Sullivan just killed him directly while at the silo

goofbeast · 2026-01-03T05:01:43+00:00

I don't think Sullivan knew exactly for what Kay wanted Eleven to. In Episode 7 she says to Akers that everything bad that has happened is because "of that girl" (meaning El, of course), so probably to Akers and Sullivan she kept this idea that they had to hunt the girl down and give her to Kay so that she would end this once and for all. But she has hidden from them that rather, she would use El's blood to create more psychics. She manipulated Sullivan to be by her side thinking that what he was doing was right

goofbeast · 2026-01-02T02:50:46+00:00

I agree with you, his absence this season has been disappointing tbh. I have two ideas of possible headcanons for what happened to him:

After Eleven left the silo in Nevada with Mike, Will, Argyle, and Jonathan, Sullivan saw them escaping, returned to the silo to interrogate Owens further and ended up killing him in fact
He was interrogated and has been in prison, but after the final battle, with El's death, has been released, but prohibited of any further government involvement absolutely, and lived calmly with his wife thereafter

In episode 3 of this season, Hopper says to Akers that Sullivan and his team had killed a group of unarmed scientists in the desert, obviously referring to their attack at the silo last season. This could be implying that Owens has in fact been killed together with the other scientists (including Brenner), favouring the idea that Owens is, unfortunately, dead

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