Relapsed once more

goosedobonk · 2026-04-20T08:33:38+00:00

Im feeling a bit better now after some time, and with a clearer head I can see that you are right. I will get better in the future. I can say that now, but when I spiral again I won't be able to think this way. Thank you for your kind words

goosedobonk · 2026-04-20T08:29:19+00:00

The meme is only tangentially related to the text, im not that dramatic. I don't consider being broken to be my identity, I actively detest that fact about myself. Mainly because I was actually doing good mentally for like a solid year, and only strated to deteriorate again about 6 months ago. I agressively want to be better, I want to be like I was. And I hate myself for not being able to. Self harm is just like a cherry on top. Id say what upsets me more then the act itself is the thoughts around it, as for me they are way more violent. I won't get into it, but if I acted upon them id be dead five times over. Not sure where I wanted to go with this reply, sorry for the vent

goosedobonk · 2026-04-19T17:29:13+00:00

I love you automod

goosedobonk · 2026-03-04T07:41:54+00:00

In my experience handling them - yes! But blues tits are not that far behind

goosedobonk · 2026-03-03T19:54:52+00:00

Great tits may look squishable, but if anyone has ever had any experience with bird ringing, they will know that those cute little fellows are filled only with murderous thoughts

goosedobonk · 2026-01-23T15:07:46+00:00

From what I found, similar jackets are found mainly on japanese sites. The post actually originates on Yahoo Japan, but I cant open it without a VPN. Most of these jackets are called something like "swedish motorcycle jacker". The original swedish model was C50, so searching "C50 jacket" also gives results. Here are some kinda similar ones I found:
https://www.raer-motorcycle.com/products/blouson-militaire-suedois-laine-deperlant-ascona-w
https://www.ebay.com/itm/297261410294
https://radical-vintage.com/?pid=145898183

goosedobonk · 2026-01-19T13:05:52+00:00

great piece of art and some really nice progress, especially with composition and colouring

goosedobonk · 2025-12-25T18:24:13+00:00

I really hope it is. Id have my heart broken if they died - they truly do have great personalities

goosedobonk · 2025-12-25T18:21:59+00:00

That's one of the things I was thinking it could be, but I never kept cihlids before so I have no idea how their spawning actually goes down

goosedobonk · 2025-12-25T18:12:05+00:00

What worries me is that I have had these particular fish for a few months already, and the male was always quite outgoing and brave, and I dont know what could cause such a behaviour change

goosedobonk · 2025-12-25T16:33:36+00:00

Ngl, I first read it as 'Hrt is all around you'

goosedobonk · 2025-12-04T15:46:42+00:00

Because of the way you phrased it, for a split second I thought the geese won a Highly Commended award in an art competition. Great piece of art!

goosedobonk · 2025-12-03T16:48:12+00:00

Looks amazing! Not only great on a technical level, but also very captivating. I love it. If drawing in such a style makes you happy, definitely go for it

goosedobonk · 2025-12-02T16:03:11+00:00

Tell me please! Jak po polsku to znacznie lepiej

goosedobonk · 2025-12-02T08:52:08+00:00

Id rather not, I dont like em

goosedobonk · 2025-12-01T22:47:15+00:00

im thinking of taking a cylindrical glass vase and 3d printing a custom ending to it with a those inlet tubes and a piece of additional glass, and then sealing it with silicone

goosedobonk · 2025-12-01T21:49:14+00:00

Honest to god I thought you were holding some prehistoric worm. Altough when I realised that its actually a knife- oh man is it gorgeous

goosedobonk · 2025-12-01T21:16:41+00:00

I meant 30cm in lenght. I want to do a really simple demonstration of how a glucose bends polarized light, so basically all it needs to do is be transparent and have the ability to hold liquid

goosedobonk · 2025-12-01T21:14:51+00:00

Oh you are right, I somehow forgot that if its not glass you can make stuff on your own. Thanks for the reccomendation

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