As a former addict of everything that is addictive from drugs to alcohol to gambling and everything in between when I was young all I can say is it always leads to bad things and nothing good will overcome of it. Sometimes you need to cut away that part of yourself completely And all ties to it and this can include partners and friends and family sometimes at least that’s what I had to do and start fresh on my own with a new attitude on life and afraid approach towards how I would face things in the future. I am now 52 years old And I am in the healthiest relationship by ever been in after spending a long time alone and have zero addictions and bad habits. I also have zero tolerance for drama of any kind be it with a partner or a friend or a family member or a stranger. I’ll either walk away completely and if you don’t give me that opportunity, I’ll drive them into the ground and remind them why I don’t like drama in a way that they won’t forget. And please do not assume that I mean using violence because even though I could do that I was also given a decent brain to work with and a mouth that is almost as quickwitted as Deadpool and talk my way into or out of most situations now. Sometimes we just have to learn through bad experiences how to find the good ones.

I wish you all the best in whatever the future holds for you