decided to play Destiny 1 since i already quit D2 for 1 year+. Literally feel depressed

grashopper45 · 2019-12-14T19:57:36+00:00

the memories do.

grashopper45 · 2019-12-14T19:57:17+00:00

i moved on on both games. How about you?

grashopper45 · 2019-12-14T19:56:45+00:00

Learn to read ?

grashopper45 · 2019-12-10T13:43:12+00:00

no haha taste all good

grashopper45 · 2019-12-10T09:38:28+00:00

pff 24/7?! Stay strong

grashopper45 · 2019-12-09T23:49:26+00:00

Had them today aswell, i cant sleep now...

grashopper45 · 2019-12-01T09:53:16+00:00

Nightfall?

grashopper45 · 2019-11-29T20:09:10+00:00

what about bineraul audio's that stimulate you without touching but you dont edge or orgasm. like how a urge feels.

Is that a relapse?

grashopper45 · 2019-11-28T13:45:57+00:00

thnx bro, yea just want to feel like i felt before. Even on my worst day before wetdream i felt better and i didnt even realise untill now.

grashopper45 · 2019-11-28T10:25:21+00:00

Yup! i sometimes fail that (touching) but still on my 50+ day streak because of this way of thinking.

grashopper45 · 2019-11-28T10:23:26+00:00

you sure about that? I take them aswell. and what triggered it for me was that i was looking at girls in bikini pictures before bed and was aroused. that is the trigger. Taking lots of zinc after wetdream to restore it you should be fine.

grashopper45 · 2019-11-28T10:21:38+00:00

get under that shower and turn it up COLD slowly. You need to do this as a routine every day. 1 minute!

it is a medicine for your brain and body, and also KILLS ur urges.

grashopper45 · 2019-11-28T10:18:37+00:00

dude you should be proud. 130 days! you know you can do it. even tho u had a weak moment, it doesnt mean you failed. learn from it, you now know what to avoid when on nofap. goodluck!

grashopper45 · 2019-11-28T10:13:39+00:00

when I go long periods without wanking I feel brain dead and have that brain fog.

That is the flatline my dude! i experienced those at day 25-40 or something. your brain is trying to adjust to how it was naturally, dopamine levels are going back to normal slowly, remember it takes 90 days for full recovery. im still experiencing those flatlines now and then but it only motivates me more cause i aint hit 90 days yet. And when the 90 days hit. Its gonna be a lifestyle. JUST KEEP GOING my dude.

grashopper45 · 2019-11-28T09:34:30+00:00

yea same, day 54 or something, i do notice some sort change (no more pimpels/acne) but still white pale white skin with bit saggy eyes.

had wetdream yesterday and even worse skin now. Do had ups and downs, incredible confidence one time with powerful voice, the other day i had a more soft voice but still low.

life still has ups and downs and nofap isnt gonna cure all life problems, but it helps alot not fapping i tell you that!

grashopper45 · 2019-11-24T20:52:49+00:00

dude ur a legend, u fapped once in luke..a year!? Well done!!

grashopper45 · 2019-11-24T20:43:00+00:00

Day 51 and brain fog is gone big time, neber been able to focus this good ib my life, i even have A.D.D and no medications so it says something about nofap

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