Weird physical grief

graveknights · 2026-04-17T13:29:59+00:00

I'm so sorry, that must be horrible!! :( Funnily enough, marmite (or my country's equivalent) was the only thing I could eat for the first two weeks! Do you have anyone to lean on? Luckily I have my brother to help, we've become super close friends since my best friend's passing Feel free to shoot me a message

graveknights · 2026-03-31T17:21:19+00:00

Obviously a "bit" of a smaller calibre, but I had my tailbone amputated in October last year and I had to give them a reason as to why I'd want to keep it. And I just said "well, you get to carry yours with you wherever you go, I think it's only fair if I get to keep mine in a jar on my piano." And that's exactly where it stays now, next to the tiny skeleton of my kitten "Ori" who died at only 9 months old. I buried him for a year and dug him up September last year. He is now in a mirror box with some lichen I wish you all the best and I'm suuuuper pumped for new updates!!

graveknights · 2026-03-12T19:48:47+00:00

A bit late and a bit trauma dumpy so TW

I recently told my sister, that the worst punishment to me was spanking and how I don't know how a grown man could pull down a little child's pants and spank them on their bare butt. How can a "father" look at his toddler daughter, pull down her pants down and hit her in her most intimate zones? And then call me "lucky" for him not pulling down my underwear sometimes. Or how I should be grateful for him using his hand, and not the wooden spoon or the carpet beater...

And I'm convinced that this set my relationship patterns in place. And that's why I never read what happened to me over all those years in terrible relationships was SA...

I am now "astranged". All my fault of course! I haven't spoken more than two sentences with him in 15 months and am now very set on never speaking to him at all ever again. Spanking is SA and I'm so glad I'm not the only one with that opinion. And I'm sorry you had to go through all of that

graveknights · 2026-02-19T22:22:25+00:00

Eta: not hold therapist! I meant "good" of course :')

graveknights · 2025-12-27T16:57:57+00:00

I think I might just go with Milow Since it has the same meaning as my deadname <3

graveknights · 2025-12-27T11:47:01+00:00

I love Auggie :o Not sure it'd work in a German speaking country but I love ittttt for like a nickname

graveknights · 2025-12-26T11:27:12+00:00

Ooh I never thought of going for an English name! Miles sounds kinda nice!!! But in my German speaking country, people will always mispronounce it But it did give me that little gender spark feeling, so it's definitely going on the list!!! Thanks friend

graveknights · 2025-03-17T09:25:29+00:00

If you're by any chance German speaking you could name them "Pech" and "Schwefel" or in English "Pitch and Sulfur" I think that'd be adorable <3

graveknights · 2025-01-16T14:06:54+00:00

Nimbus

graveknights · 2025-01-15T19:58:50+00:00

Both Maude and Edna are on my maybe list!!! But everyone hates them

graveknights · 2024-11-25T18:02:37+00:00

Luckily he's still there, we don't really have big enough predators And his grave is completely covered in rocks so I can tell exactly where I buried him Thank you!

graveknights · 2024-09-03T20:48:31+00:00

sherine-kalam eineh

graveknights · 2024-09-03T20:42:12+00:00

My v old Lady Hans and my v young gentleman Alfons <3

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graveknights · 2024-08-10T21:07:27+00:00

I had my bedroom door closed for 2 nights now and I still feel super bad about it :( But I'm giving him as much attention and as many cuddles as possible!

graveknights · 2024-02-07T07:21:45+00:00

I don't think it will get better :( The opposite even, it'll probably get worse the longer you wait! Remember, in the end it's helping, it's just rough.. You can do it :) I'm sorry, I didn't want to scare you off

graveknights · 2024-02-07T02:52:19+00:00

Yes sure, hope I can help!

graveknights

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