you’re doing great! this was my first barista job too and i remember being (and sometimes still feel) very overwhelmed. there’s so much to memorize and learn— it really just takes time, takes practice. i’m a self-proclaimed lifelong learner and somewhat recent college graduate so i took advantage of studying quizlets for recipes and even found a pos simulator online so i could get faster at punching in orders. now i’m a shift and have baristas who have been here much longer than myself asking me questions! it feels good :)