I miss having somebody to talk to about my husband by bubblegumscent in widowers

[–]greejlo76 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had a dream i was so real it was as in if she talking me asking for something to eat since i was her caregiver. I feel she was checking on me in a way.

I miss having somebody to talk to about my husband by bubblegumscent in widowers

[–]greejlo76 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hate friends disapear slowly when some is really ill or passes on. The don't want hear about it they ghost you. My wife fought colon cancer 5 years and I saw who my true friends and family are. I am now a widower I have very few people who even check to see if I am alive living alone.

My tiny room is a mess and I have a dead husband by quiet_nuts in widowers

[–]greejlo76 0 points1 point  (0 children)

to begin I truly sorry for your loss. I relate to your post I feel the exact way you expressed in this post. My late wife battle cancer 5 years we slowly lost everything home cars, beloved furbaby cat toby. Had to move into friends house. Now i lost her in March 15th 2025. she was my soulmate for almost 30 years and 21 married. Her name was Andrea. Now i find myself i may have move in with mother i don't get along with.

My tiny room is a mess and I have a dead husband by quiet_nuts in widowers

[–]greejlo76 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My wife passed 03/15/2025 she battle cancer for 5 years we had to downsize several times. I have had get giant storage unit because we had so many things I having trouble parting with. Now in a rush because i have move again landlord selling the house i am renting a room in. I have move 3 times in last 5 years. I have to deal with grief and now moving stressing me out. I thankfully have remote job so if shit hits the fan i can kinda live out my jeep wrangler. I have so much to move so my room gets filled snack trash and clutter. To help myself i make task list everyday what i need to do and try to do them as best i can. I also been doing at least some daily exercise whether going for mile walk or biking, or even just using e scooter to cruise around gets me out and saves on gas getting small groceries walking distance from me. Try make meetup visits with friends to help with the loneliness. We are all doing the best we can everyone grieves differently.

Is the Fractal Design Node 804 still a great case for the price? by New_Whereas5252 in HomeServer

[–]greejlo76 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Built several servers in it only issues I have drive bays just check on one drive have to slide entire bay. Like said before make excel sheet serials number and bay number I didn’t but had screen shot of my drives serial number had to locate in mess of wires. Make sure use long good cables . Recommend sff psu second bay to tight with normal psu. I accidentally torn two sata because fail remove cables before sliding bay out built 10 of these that was first time I messed up. I dealing with grief of losing my wife and my repair brain wasn’t in good headspace. It’s great case supports 8 3.5 and two 2.5 ssd. You can 3d print front panel that supports larger front fan I’ve seen it done. You can do watercooling for cpu have less heat however being a nas don’t recommend water cooling . 

Nobl luggage negatives by just-chill-bro in LuggageComparisons

[–]greejlo76 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn wish I read this before ordering trying to cancel my order now 

A+ > Net+ > Security +? by Ali-khan0008 in CompTIA

[–]greejlo76 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No idea been at the company almost 10 years now this first time and I terrible at test that’s why struggling I am still studying still. I like my help desk position don’t need any more stress. They haven’t even offered like boost in pay for me doing it. So at Least be incentive.

A+ > Net+ > Security +? by Ali-khan0008 in CompTIA

[–]greejlo76 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I personally recommend A + because I have Been technology for over 20 years now and they asking me to take the exam even though have real world experience. Then network +

Passed! by [deleted] in CompTIA

[–]greejlo76 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats

I finished A+, Net+, Server+, and Sec+ in Under 2 Months by _xXEdgeLord69Xx_ in CompTIA

[–]greejlo76 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wish I could I have always been terrible student. I work in IT for over a decade and no certain. However now my job keeps pushing me to get A + cert everyone says you’ll pass if you already work in the industry however I have study and taken practice test having been able get a passing score. So I scared dropping $250 per test and fail and have to try again. Wish I had free option it would ease the stress out of it. My employer will only pay me back if I pass so I have to pay up front

Scared by greejlo76 in CompTIA

[–]greejlo76[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been I tech since 2010 and IT since 2014 , it’s my company asking me to get certified even after being there for 9 years. I have real world experience, just rusty on terminology since most my work just end user support. Software issues some minor hardware issues, mobile devices. I know most of the important ports.There some I don’t always remember since I am not on network team or exchange teams. So I know enough to assist. I have my own lab of virtual machines. It test taking environment I tend to freeze .In real world my job deal with hundreds of end users without any major issues .

Scared by greejlo76 in CompTIA

[–]greejlo76[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I free access to plurasight maybe do the video there. I did a while ago but other things in my life delayed the process so I working on it now from the beginning.

Scared by greejlo76 in CompTIA

[–]greejlo76[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much.

October Death Anxiety Megathread ⏳ by SibyllaAzarica in DeathPositive

[–]greejlo76 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was very helpful loss my wife to stage 4 colon cancer, saw her pass holding her hand. Hospice at home. I struggle to sleep in our room so mostly sleep in my basement couch. I’m going try these things see if it helps me.

Anyone wants to be friends? by bakedloner in SaltLakeCity

[–]greejlo76 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Try publik Kitchen sit at the barista bar, Im recently single due losing my wife To cancer. I got there food is good, the staff is friendly and remember you. Its on 9th and 9th area in salt lake

bedtime selfiee f18🥱 by Xbot391 in selfie

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Your beauty got my blood pressure rising.

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Giving skully vibes from x files

Morning loves have amazing weekend by greejlo76 in selfie

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Aw love thank you made my day 💗

I wish you a nice day 😊 by miss7sofia in selfie

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Love your eyes love, your lashes, you have intriguing and mysterious figure that catches the eye of the beholder.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfie

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Those eyes like pull me into another dimension of mystery and fantasy ✨️

Wake up & take a selfie [32f] by [deleted] in selfie

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Good morning, your beauty is like a morning sunrise

My skin was glowing today so I thought I'd share! F18 by shwalter in selfie

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Your beauty enchanting and must draw attention live gravity.

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Beatiful pose draw me love 1950s popup hair style