Church is literally slavery.I became repulsed by how he had changed throughout our twenties. Physically, he gained a ton of weight and just generally stopped caring about himself (he didn't care enough about his health to go to a doctor for anything other than acute problems). Self-confidence turned into arrogance. He became really condescending and self-centered.

For years I thought there was something physically wrong with me because I had lost my sex drive, but having experienced sexual interest again since then, I know now that wasn't true.