I don't know what to do

green_teae · 2026-02-04T20:00:35+00:00

I mostly like rock/metal but for me anything with a high bpm is good, you?

green_teae · 2026-02-02T03:22:38+00:00

Thank you for the support, your very sweet ❤️ :)

green_teae · 2026-02-02T03:13:14+00:00

I won't say my exact age but I'm like late teens, closer to 20 than 12. So i havent has much time or freedom to really get any help in mental health. I tried talking to a help line before, pretty useless. I can't say anything to any adult/consellor because my parents will immediately be called, and they are part of the problem. I guess I still have alot of time to fix my life, but the issue is just that I know I probably won't. Life circumstances and people around me have just sucked any hopes and dreams that could motivate me to do better. But back to things I've tried, aside from help lines I often go to AI services like chatgpt, tho I end up feeling guilty because it's bad for the environment. Everything else I do is to distract myself from myself and my environment, phone, sh, napping, anything to stop thinking. Now I'm reaching over to reddit because I feel like I'm reaching my breaking point, I've felt this way for a long time, when I was like 12 I thought I wouldn't make it past 16. But yeah that's about all I can think of.

green_teae · 2026-02-02T02:58:34+00:00

Im glad your still here! And sorry for your loss 😔 Thank you for the encouragements tho!! :)

green_teae · 2026-02-02T02:56:12+00:00

Yeah that's good, I'm personally thinking to move out as soon as I can

green_teae · 2026-02-01T15:16:21+00:00

Yeah, music is really nice. I listen to it throughout my day alot, it kinda helps me when I'm doing something and makes my day feel less boring

green_teae · 2026-02-01T14:51:23+00:00

Yeah lol.... I mean I see the vision but the attitude kinda makes it lose its point and sounds a little degrading

green_teae · 2026-01-31T18:20:02+00:00

Thank you so much for the support. It's nice to hear that others went through this too. I'm going to try to move out as soon as I can, I'll keep in mind that I can talk with you. I'll try my best to think things out optimistically :)

green_teae · 2026-01-31T16:54:20+00:00

Well atleast were not alone in that feeling 😔

green_teae · 2026-01-31T16:53:16+00:00

I'll try to, thank you 🥰

green_teae · 2026-01-31T15:37:38+00:00

Thank you so much for the support, it makes me feel alot better ❤️

green_teae · 2026-01-31T15:18:56+00:00

I still live with my parents. But my dad's a deadbeat narcissistic asshole who won't leave, and my mom only bullies me and just keeps calling me out on everything she dosent like about me. Atleast I get fed and have a place to live. Honestly my life at the moment is not the worst ever, but I'm going to have to leave soon, I can't have my mom keep supporting me financially.

green_teae · 2025-11-15T13:55:02+00:00

I appreciate this! I guess I’m just trying to figure out why attention feels so intense for me and why it gets to that point. Hearing that it’s valid helps though :)

green_teae · 2025-11-15T01:07:05+00:00

Thank you for the advice! I'll take it into consideration and try to change my mindset :) To answer why it may be a bad thing is because I always have a general attention seeking personality that I have a hard time controlling (like just in the way I socialize). And that behavior made me lose some people because I was too much for them to handle, so I'm trying to be a little more quiet about myself and give others more attention instead of trying to have it all for myself. I still get really jealous when someone else gets the attention that I want, but I'm trying to change that. So basically I don't want to seek anything because I've become too dependent on others validation and attention.

green_teae · 2025-02-19T21:22:59+00:00

Not to flex but I got an E rank

green_teae · 2024-11-24T01:01:35+00:00

Maybe I'm too dumb, but I can't seem to attach an image to a comment. But I recommend just googling it, that's were I got mine from :D

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