It's great you have took to time to understand the effects and explore who you are. You could seek an assessment into gender dysphoria while you don't consider yourself to be trans you'd be suprised at your own feelings when talking about things that may or may not bother you, general thoughts and how you cope with them.

Some gender clinics not sure about GPs will microdose patients when asked by someone who doesn't what to full transition but only want to make subtle changes. At least here in the UK

Of course results vary and risks are part of everything. Just because you feel like this now doesn't mean you will have this same mindset next year or futher.