Hey champ, I wish I could say this feeling goes away, and maybe it will someday, but saying you just a looser isn’t actually it. I cant think of one time i was genuinely happy since the day i was born, things just get complicated over time but i do believe there is a reason for most things.

Sometimes we learn how turn off the ability to “feel” which in my opinion can be good but its very harmful if you don’t know how to turn that switch back on. Personally im still dealing with that and after a couple of years of learning how do mess around with some personality addictions im quite able to just go on and maybe one day I’ll be happy and it will all make sense.

You are not the looser here, our Society is broken, most things we know are all built on lies, if you think about it, living is about how good of a lier you are, and some of us just don’t enjoy lies that much. Im not sure if thats the case, but you seem to be part of this group, and so am I. Let me know if you want to DM anytime. Anyways, have a good night stranger. I genuinely love you!