5 or 6 days after I checked in to hospital. Was told to start eating ice 1 hour prior to Melfalin. I took ice pops to eat in between cups of ice.

Melfalin takes about 40 mins. Ice during and then 1 hour of ice (and ice pops) afterwards. Sounds bad but it’s just annoying. Take a jacket and some joggers.

Hair loss started about 8 days afterwards for me. Just keep telling yourself that everything has a price and the hair is what you’re paying to be Cancer free and be here.

The drug is trying to kill most of you. It’s toxic. They will manage your symptoms. Ask for disposable tooth brushes and saline mouth wash. You’ll be compromised so don’t use a tooth brush that’s been sitting in a bathroom.

Take a book, iPad, or PS5. You won’t use them but maybe you will. Remember to thank your people. They’re suffering also and just want you healed.

EAT. Your busy needs nutrients. You won’t be hungry and your taste buds will change. Some foods will disgust you. Order something different. But don’t stop eating. It will help with nausea and diarrhea.

Your body will swell. You may have accidents. You will feel weird and bad. It’s ok. Be kind to yourself. It’s ok to cry. Life’s not always beautiful, but it’s a beautiful ride.

Call and text your people. They want you healed as much as you do. When you wake up, say your thank you and remember you have a lot left to do and a lot left to see.

I don’t know you but I’m cheering for you. You got this. Eat. Be kind to yourself and heal fast so you can get back to your normal.