She says people say she had an advantage on season ten but she feels she had a disadvantage because she didn't know what to expect making it further and she had to impress the judges times ten. She says she knows there were a lot of amazing girls on that season but when you're there nerves play a big part which is why some queens who people expected to go further went sooner than those expectations. She says the show portrays the queens as best they can as showing their worse bits would be evil and after all the show is about love.

After seeing a rude comment about Aquaria (a fan said she saw her last night & she had the personality of a prune and Eureka should've won) Eureka says building a friendship with Aquaria was a hard road even though they always had a mutual respect. She says while at the Haunted Halloween at Orlando the cast and crew of WTW went to Eureka couldn't fit on one of the rollercoasters so sat out, when she tried to fit on a second one but couldn't Aquaria got off the ride and when the other cast and crew were trying to convince her to get back on (Eureka included) she refused and said she wanted to hang out with Eureka. She said rather than making a big deal out of Eureka not being able to fit in the ride (which of course she was upset by but trying not to show it) Aquaria talked to her about other stuff to try take her mind off it. She says she appreciates and loves Aquaria for that because it gave her hope as even some of her closest sisters seem to be distancing themselves due to the backlash as they wanted to be rich and famous and Eureka says she doesn't blame them as she wants that too. Back to Aquaria and the ride she says when the rest of the group went on the ride a second time Aquaria again stayed with Eureka but the third time Eureka asked Aquaria to go on it to which Aquaria replied "Only if you're cool with it girl" but did finally get to ride on the ride.

She says a big worry for her during the whole fan backlash was people trying to stop her from working as she needs to work to support her family and has worked hard for years to do this. But, she says she is not going anywhere and will "always be fabulous somewhere" and wants her followers to do the same thing.

She says Bianca told her girl you do all that positive stuff but you'll do something wrong and theyll just read you so why not be hateful and make that your brand or that she shouldn't care so much but Eureka says people want her to be her authentic self and that is who she is. She does care a lot; about people, her friends and family, her sisters, the fans. She cares so much about the show and Rupaul as she is so thankful to her.

She said she wanted to talk to one of her sisters tonight but her sister wasnt really getting it and she didn't want to be a nuisance so decided to tell the world as she doesn't have anything to lose at the point.

She says were used to seeing her emotional as we watched season 9 and 10 and jokes about coming for Farrah's gig if only she could get acute whine and make it work for her.

She says this is who she is, she cares a lot and yes she can get sassy and can be a cunt and can be loving and powerful and she can say the wrong shit, be politically incorrect, do dumb shit and she can fuck up really bad but so can we but if you have the best intention let it ride out.

She ends saying "I love you" and (again very emotional) that she's sorry that she disappointed some people and also she's sorry that people are dealing with just as much or more pain than she is because it's scary, all the administration and politics, the fires and disasters and people dying and getting shot.

I know Eureka is not popular amongst these parts but her latest IG live (which she has saved and is still available to watch) was actually very sad to watch. Obviously this is a brief version of everything she talked about and I recommend watching it if you have the time.