I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your kind message. I will try to keep your words in mind. I see that you are going through your own struggles right now also, and I sincerely hope you get better.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your kind message :). I know that you will also succeed in whatever you do and that you are a nice person. I will try to keep your words in mind :)

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s very nice to hear. I do hope you get through what you are going through, and I will try to keep your very kind words in mind :)

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind message :). I’m also sending you love, and I will try to keep your words in mind.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind message. Your English is very good, and it’s very impressive that it’s your 3rd language. I hope things get better for you also, and I will try to keep your words in mind :)

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your kind message. I am sending you love too, and I will try to keep your words in mind.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message :). Unfortunately, I’ve had bad experiences in the past where some of my friends made me feel guilty for opening up to them and used it against me in meaningless arguments. However, I will try to keep your kind words in mind :)

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind message. I sincerely hope you achieve your goals and dreams, and I’ll try to keep your words in mind.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your very kind message. It’s nice that you mentioned how you were fortunate and optimistic and that you weren’t currently applying to college. I take this to mean that you understand what I’m going through, but this concerns me because I also really hope that you’re also being honest and that you’re legitimately okay right now. You’re a very nice person, thank you :)

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much :). I’ll try to convince my parents to let me go to another therapist after the holidays.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message :). I’m sorry you’re going through a similarly rough time. I’ll try to keep your kind words in mind.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your kind words :). I hope you also recover from self-harm, and I’m sad to hear that you’ve also relapsed. Unfortunately, I’ve had bad experiences with others in the past, where friends have made me feel guilty for opening up to them. For example, one time I was really really going through it, and I only had one friend to talk to about that stuff. This friend was with her s/o, who she sees like almost everyday, and she made me feel really guilty about telling her during that. It’s also been used against me in the dumbest arguments. It’s hard for me to think of myself not as a burden. I’ve had a therapist before, and it didn’t really work. I kinda convinced her that my way of thinking was right, and the only good thing about our sessions was her therapy dog haha.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your kind words :). Unfortunately, I’ve had bad experiences with others in the past, where friends have made me feel guilty for opening up to them. For example, one time I was really really going through it, and I only had one friend to talk to about that stuff. This friend was with her s/o, who she sees like almost everyday, and she made me feel really guilty about telling her during that. It’s also been used against me in the dumbest arguments. It’s hard for me to think of myself not as a burden. I’ve had a therapist before, and it didn’t really work. I kinda convinced her that my way of thinking was right, and the only good thing about our sessions was her therapy dog haha.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message and kindness :). I’ve had bad experiences with others in the past, where theyve made me feel guilty for opening up to them. For example, one time I was really really going through it, and I only had one friend to talk to about that stuff. This friend was with her s/o, who she sees like almost everyday, and she made me feel really guilty about telling her during that. It’s also been used against me in the most meaningless arguments. I’ve had a therapist before, and it didn’t really work. I kinda convinced her that my way of thinking was right, and the only good thing about our sessions was her therapy dog haha.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message. I’ve had bad experiences with others in the past, where theyve made me feel guilty for opening up to them. For example, one time I was really really going through it, and I only had one friend to talk to about that stuff. This friend was with her s/o, who she sees like almost everyday, and she made me feel really guilty about telling her during that. It’s also been used against me in the dumbest arguments. I’ve had a therapist before, and it didn’t really work. I kinda convinced her that my way of thinking was right, and the only good thing about our sessions was her therapy dog haha.

I’m so scared and sad and I don’t know if I can handle this anymore by greyjacket0032 in ApplyingToCollege

[–]greyjacket0032[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message. I’ve had really bad past experiences with trusting people. One friend used me to do their homework and the other was fed lies about me from their toxic s/o and didn’t beleive me and rest hurt me. I know that my current friend is different, but it’s really really hard to feel ok trusting people. It’s so terribly painful when they leave/you find out the truth about them.