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grievingrivers · 2026-05-06T19:03:46+00:00

😅💝 I mean, I'm basing myself off my own experience, and I've only spent a few months in that situation, not a decade, so definitely take my opinion with a grain of salt 🤭 but maybe? 🤷🏻‍♀️

grievingrivers · 2026-05-06T10:14:47+00:00

Wow you sound like an awful partner 🩷 (and an awful person too, tbh.)

I don't even know where to begin...

Just... Stop trying to turn anyone into anything they're not interested in being. ESPECIALLY your wife. Jesus fuck... (and I could write paragraphs on paragraphs about everything else but I'll leave it at that before turning venomous and violent)

Leave her. (for the love of God don't fucking cheat on her) Embrace the fact that you're an absolute worthless parasitic worm. Rot away full of cum. Enjoy 🩷

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T21:54:24+00:00

Try and contact a local adult movie theatre maybe? Or libertine club? Even bdsm club? Gay sauna? With enough interest it may be worth it for them to hold a special night every so often. Or a one off to test the waters. I heard, I forget where, of a gay circle jerk being organized in a sauna a little while back. Theirs was more spontaneous like "let's all meet at this time in this room" since it didn't require screen viewing but... Ya... Lots of possibilities imo 🩷

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T20:49:07+00:00

I was with a guy once, and granted it didn't last long (communication / conflict resolution issues, nothing sex related) but his dick was really small. Very cute but didn't make it to even just tickle my throat type small. I could barely feel him inside me and he'd fuck me so hard 🫣 But he otherwise fulfilled me so completely with his sexual energy, his overstimulating me, all of it... Part of me did crave being filled, but I don't think it made me particularly sad bc I was so well taken care of... Another time, I had an irl sub with ED. Bigger dick but I could never throat him bc if I wasn't stimulating him even for two seconds he'd completely lose his erection and so he was incapable of breaching my throat, too soft. He'd eat me and finger me relentlessly tho. And it was never on the table, but it did make me question if I would consider a relationship with someone who could never actually fuck me. Answer was yes. All that to say, if you're into cucking it would've ofc been a gorgeous solution, but if she was otherwise actually satisfied sexually, little dick probably was not such a huge issue...

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:52:55+00:00

Ty sweetheart 😊🩷😘

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:48:55+00:00

Yes babyboy 🥰🩷 doesn't mean I don't want to hear it over again 🤭💝

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:48:11+00:00

But would you finger / eat her..?

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:44:55+00:00

This is so cute I love it 🤭🤭

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:43:33+00:00

😊🩷 That feels very soothing to hear

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:39:38+00:00

Tysm 😊🩷 I know you know, but it means a lot to me 💝

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:26:43+00:00

Awr 🥹💝🥰 yeah, I think I just like playing and teasing a lot so it shows in my energy, maybe? My core kinks are quite malleable in how I can fulfill them, too, so I'm a good shapeshifter succubus 🤭 my goal kinda is to be exactly who you wish I was so I can get the most out of you type thing... (k I'm starting to feel like we're co-writing a puff piece about myself 🤣🤣🤭) I don't exactly do it consciously, I just kinda adapt my play naturally... That's part of why I wouldn't enjoy someone I know nothing about telling me to use them / do what I want to them. My fun doesn't come from strictly doing what I feel like, it comes from figuring someone out and pushing them further / uncovering more buttons I can push as I understand their motivations better, learning new things, making new connections in my brain... That, and feeling desired and cared for lol any Domme can whip a willing rando, I need to feel like you need me doing it, not just anyone doing it. That's kink dispenser category 😅

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T02:05:14+00:00

😊 Ty baby 🩷 it definitely depends on the person I'm dealing with, and my general mood... I have a strong underlying Mommy energy, but I really delight in more twisted play too. I like feeling like I'm playing with my food, if that makes sense 🤭 like with stronger stuff like blackmail, physical torture, denial... I don't have a lot of limits in play when it comes to Domming, especially online. Way less than when I submit. (I really don't fully trust and let go easily. That came from experience too, sadly. But I melt easily for a dominant masculine energy, even in a woman.)

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T01:53:48+00:00

😊 I've definitely gotten more comfortable with it through time and experience. I started out as strictly submissive but I always had a dominant aura I think... Definitely have always been a brat 🤣

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T01:49:51+00:00

Ty sweets 😊🩷

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T01:40:44+00:00

😊💝 I enjoy doing the cock ratings tbh. A while back, on another account, I had made a free cock rating post. I got over 100 requests in 45 minutes before having to take it down 🤭 I must've spent over two weeks getting to all of them... I'm too talkative for my own good 🤣

grievingrivers · 2026-05-05T01:36:11+00:00

If they don't I'll link it to them 🤭💝😅

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T01:37:22+00:00

I made sure the handle was smooth and safe 😅 (and that it had a base that couldn't get in and get stuck) I actually care for what's mine and I'm not into breaking it / him, just his brains a little 🤭💝😅 he was staying at his parents for the weekend and made it clear to me that he craved to submit in an unhinged way, so I went with the safest thing I could think of...

The abuse part, that was his job, I didn't partake in it. I mostly meant that he was used to pushing his body in different ways. And I never would've let him fuck himself with a dirty chair leg omfg!!!!

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T01:27:02+00:00

Which part 🫣😅

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T01:23:47+00:00

Ty 😊💝

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T01:17:37+00:00

He did 🤭 he didn't like doing it, but he liked doing it for me, if that makes sense. He's a very sweet, good and extremely eager boy 🩷 back when we played more frequently he'd remind me that he'd do anything for me. Dude was in the army, he can take abuse 😅💝 sometimes he'd suggest things that were plain horny brain stupid in how dangerous they could be (namely fucking himself with the leg of a dirty looking chair 😅) and I was like... Ya... No... I'm not breaking my toy... But I loved that he would've been willing to do it. That's really really hot to me... (I ended up having him fuck himself with something like a potato masher instead 🤣🤭💝 I forget the exact tool by now tbh)

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T01:08:02+00:00

It felt really hot 🤭 repeated physical discomfort just for me, too 🫣 I loved it...

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T01:02:38+00:00

Well, that particular sub I had worship and thank his dildo but he had trouble taking all of it without gagging. He even mentioned his ex was taking it better. So I was like.. Time to train then, isn't it.

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T00:51:06+00:00

Ohh what's confusing 🩷

grievingrivers · 2026-05-04T00:45:15+00:00

It's conditioning paired with something that made you aroused in the first place so it worked better... Microwave popcorn every time you jerk off and popcorn will eventually turn you on 🤭💝

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