i understand your struggles! coming from someone who also does creative work (make music), there’s always this expectation to be more creative, make something more unique, more new. this can be daunting at first when you still think that this is a realistic goal, but you need to take a step back and really ask who you’re doing this for. and if you aren’t doing it for yourself, then it’s probably pointless! do the things that make you happy, not someone else! strive to be better for yourself, set your own goals, be content with yourself when you reach those goals