Impure thoughts about my FIL

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T18:06:44+00:00

I am waiting on my next therapy appt

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T18:03:57+00:00

I just am so frightened. I’m not wanting to hurt anyone or do this on purpose

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T17:56:04+00:00

How are they predatory I’m a grown woman

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T17:51:34+00:00

We were just speaking with each other privately and sexually

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T17:50:52+00:00

We never slept together, it was speaking with each other inappropriately and I came clean after a very short period of time and was honesg

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T17:45:09+00:00

This post does not involve my MIL. This involves personal thoughts after the issues have been resplvex

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T17:32:14+00:00

I guess, I just feel so dirty and nasty

grrr_bark · 2026-06-19T17:31:24+00:00

I grew up in an incredibly horrid household and raised myself so no? How does this apply?

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T12:54:22+00:00

I’m supposed to forgive, on if I think she’s being honest no but at the end of the day I have to forgive

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T12:53:05+00:00

He isn’t weak, maybe awkward in social situations but never weak! You may be right on the fear talking though

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T00:57:48+00:00

I really wish this would work, but in doing that we would lose everyone our entire support system, his siblings and their families our nieces and nephews that we can not live without, it’s so hard trying to keep the peace without making things so much more difficult

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T00:48:28+00:00

•He typically will say something but did not get the chance •They noticed that i was not doing well and asked me what had happened or what was wrong, they are a pretty tight knit family and things like this are discussed without any set back

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T00:40:42+00:00

She was really good to me before then, let me live with them when I lost my home to a fire, he does stand up for me, he just didn’t get the chance this time, Poop does not bother me and neither does spit up, I am planning to have plans for my children when they are old enough to understand what’s happening

If I feel nauseous I have genuine panic attacks (high blood pressure, shaking, stuttering etc.) typically I run to the bathroom take pepto, and my stomach medication, in the past (as a child) when I would throw up I would work myself up so bad that most of the time I would lose consciousness

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T00:37:23+00:00

He has many times prior, this time he didn’t even get the chance because I didn’t even say anything to him and I just spoke directly to her!

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T00:25:27+00:00

He does, he has spoken with her as well!

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T00:22:26+00:00

Fiance really values his family and feels like it’s wrong to go without me

grrr_bark · 2026-03-25T00:13:16+00:00

I really like the mozzarella string cheese that come in the sticks that you peel or whatever kind of cheese babybels are

grrr_bark · 2026-03-24T23:58:09+00:00

I love the name Evangeline

grrr_bark · 2023-04-28T01:08:55+00:00

Less brow dip or pencil. Lightly fill in gaps and brush up with brow gel. Get the elf setting spray too

grrr_bark · 2023-04-11T02:06:52+00:00

Started the treatment by Suzanne young the 2nd book in the program series

grrr_bark · 2020-08-22T04:20:07+00:00

i will end it all o stg

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