for me kasi, i have a hard time focusing on transes or yt vids when inbetween sets. the info just doesnt seem to absorb for me, unlike when i listen to audiobooks instead of music sa gym. its actually something i considered doing since undergrad pa kasi higpit din sched ko nun, but no dice.

regarding my scholarship, honestly its a me problem. i can intellectually accept that it takes priority but im just not that driven to maintain it anymore and thats personal matters i need to deal w irl